终于结束了..

一年多的等待.
终于在前天做了一个了断.
结果,算是已经有了一个心理准备吧.
已经打了最坏的打算.
有什么好怕的?
哈哈~!
所以请大家别再讲我们两个咯~
谢谢.

给你的:
我真的有打算就算做不到情人.
做个最要好的朋友也不错的.
可惜的是,我不能忍受,也不能忘记和你在一起的那段日子.
虽然,快乐不会比悲伤的来得多.
可是,足够让我刻骨铭心.
所以我选择当一个"最熟悉的陌生人"
忘记以前的一切。
你生气了。我伤心了。
狠心的我，你真的会选择与我做回朋友吗？
哈哈。你只是不想失去一个朋友吗？
其实，不要紧的。我并不是什么重要的人。
就算我不在你的生活里，也给不了什么大的影响。
一直到昨天，我病了。
等待着你的信息。当时还在蒙在鼓里。
好，我们做回朋友。
可是，直到今天早上。
上线了。看到了照片。
才知道，原来你还是有东西瞒着我。
你并没有责任告诉我所有东西。
我知道，我也没有资格知道你的生活一切一切。
但是，你知道我最痛恨别人骗我。为什么你还这样对我。
我不会怪你。
因为，我已经决定了。
就做“熟悉的陌生人”吧。
或许我们都会开心一点。

好了。
坚强的我，至少没有为了这件事
流任何一滴眼泪。
hu~~
好了。 过去了，就让它过去。
我没有后悔等待你的那段时间。
我觉得值得的。
我爱你这三个字。
就让另一个你需要的人，对你说吧。
加油，你和我。

病了~

今天，睡到十点才醒来。
我的天啊！ 怎么了？
不用去学校吗？
哈哈！
赶紧刷，洗脸，换上衣服就走了。
跳美人计。哈哈！！ 好玩又好笑。

跳完了，去时代广场走走。
去了投篮，看人跳舞。
然后就去pavillion。
约了amanda看戏，但最后没有看，因为tai wei kit 不要看。
走走。走走。怎知道，突然我就蹲了下来。
我走不动了。脚好疼。
哈哈！我完全笑不出来。
我的脚，到底发生了什么事？？
糟糕咯！！哈哈！
我病了。真的病了。
几时才能复原呢？
快一点好吗？

如果爱你，而选择离开你。
是因为，我爱你真的爱得太深了。
如果离开你，而选择忘记你。
是因为，你在我心中真的太重要。
如果忘记你，叫做逃避。
我觉得，或许逃避是唯一的方法。

一直记得。
我不放弃，不代表你还会爱我。

-engleong-

表错情的我。

有时候，我真的希望你伤害我。
至少，我知道你有多爱或恨我。
好过现在，到底是怎样？
我们是怎样了。
我完全不知道，你到底还爱不爱我。
互相猜疑，互相躲避，互相隐瞒，但从不坦言。
从来，我就没有要放弃你
或许会有这个念头。
到最后，一定会把这念头打消。
因为我觉得，我们还有机会。
但为什么，我总觉得你把机会都收了起来。
不让我有一点希望。
也许，这就是你对我唯一能做的事。
也是一件可以让我不要想那么多的方法。
但你错了，完全都错了。
由始至终，我从不停止想我们之间的事。
刚才，我表错情了。
我真的以为你写的那些，都是写给我的。
但原来，不是的。你不是写给我的。
你不再需要我了。
身边，围绕在你左右的。不只我一个。
还有千千万万个，和我有一样念头的人。
哈哈。可笑。
我是谁？我只是一个籍籍无名的小子。
与你比起来，简直就是小巫与大巫。
或许你说的对，我们本来就是两个世界的人。
根本不应该在一起。
是我的错。是我的错。
我一直烦着你。
是我自己放不开。
我答应过我自己。
自从去年预考时发生过那件事后，我不会再伤害你。
但如果你真的不再爱我了，请狠心地对我说。
你不再爱我了。
我不想再为这件事流泪。
我知道，我需要你。
但如果你需要的人，不再是我，我会离开。

希望，
我真的希望，你可以想清楚，再告诉我。
你的决定。
不需要勉强。反正，爱情本来就不可以勉强的。
我会以微笑，面对每一个决定。你的决定！
谢谢。

-engleong-

想念，像风一样

思念是一种，很玄的东西~

不经意地想起了这首歌。
对！思念的确很玄。
让人想念一个人的力量，不需要很大。
一点就够了。

想起了你，想起了你爱的歌，更想起了你的脸。
叹气声，一一占据了我的心。
耳朵不断响起，你的声音，音律。
难道，就是不能让我入眠的原因。

身体越来越差了。。
是己人忧天，还是真的呢？
不知道。也不想理。
得过且过，过了一天就一天。

谁懂，谁理，谁管，谁想。
不懂，不理，不管，也不想。

哈哈！！
人就是那么可笑。
想念一个人。
却无法告诉她。
收在心里，谁懂？
她不会懂。

好了。是时候睡了。
拜拜。。

-engleong-

bio soil analysis--> fahrenheit----> pavillion

it is really tiring and annoying when teacher told us that school holidays we r having extra class..
holidays are for us to rest bt nt study lo!!
y muz VI teacher make all the form 6 students stress le?
i dun understand~~

bt luckily we have our own way to remove n release all the STRESS away!! haha
i was freaking tired in the morning mayb caused by sleeping late for these few days.. i mean almost everyday! haha
soil analysis is fun~
bt we re-do it again and again since we dont know the method to carry out the experiment. until we find it out by ourselves.. so PROFESSIONAL! haha
den someone decided to take our ASS photo becuz we both have the same brand tag on our pants!
the SIFAT queen! haha. levi's brand tag~
take alot photo in skul bt i lazy to put it out!
dun want to talk about thing in skul!

skip~~
n then FAHRENHEIT 88!!!
take alot pics there~ let photos tell u wad i have done thr~
wee~~~
first of all! sushi zanmai~


cheers~~~


before the food comes~ picha time!!!!


nice food~

hehe~~ saliva coming out a~~


i like this photo so much!!!

after that~ we walk around n talk alot alot photos~~~~
post some of them here.. lazy la~ haha





den we went to pavillion n take photos again! haha




y m i look cute huh!! haha

i look so cute!!!

went to snowflakes n eat.. these are they!!!!weee!! nice~




haha! thats all la! tired..
nitez ppl~

-engleong-

想念，此刻此时此景

已经很久没有上我的部落格了。
很想知道，我最近发生什么事吗？
哈哈。

最近的心情，会比平常悲了些
因为该在的人，已经不在了。
有一点寂寞的感觉吧。
说没有是假的。
或许，自己看开了许多吧。
不会好像以前一样，钻牛角尖。
以前，不甘寂寞的我，会躲在房里哭吧
现在，习惯就好的我，会勇于面对它了

好久好久没有与华文学会的人玩得那么疯。
好尽兴，好享受，好开心
这才是我想要的日子

回想以前的日子
有了你，令我感受到，普通朋友给不到的感觉。
但我会慢慢习惯。
习惯没有你的日子。
希望，我希望这只是暂时。
我真的好怀念，以前与你共度的时光。

holiday mode hasnt on yet

today is the last day of skul for this week.. Deepavali is coming..
went to skul n sleep? haha. funny duh!!
i rather stay at home n sleep..
went to skul juz becuz i have CLU meeting la.
i m a very responsible president lai de..
hahaha.
perasan betul!!
i m who i m.. i m a joker in the world!
i like to make ppl smile, like to make ppl laugh.
when they laugh or smile.. i will definitely feel happy too..
haha. i weird?? isnt it?

meeting goes quite well.. bt the problem is..
i need to shout when i m conducting the meeting..
summore, i had finished my whole bottle of water n make my throat freaking dry n pain!!
omg!! first time..
haha. kinda good.. at least everyone laugh n had fun throughout the meeting.
no one cries like last time.
bt still.. ur noise have to reduce.. n pls gv cooperation to me when i m talking..
do ur stuff faster..
bt nt last minutes.. this is my opinion to u guys!
i cant say that i m a good president.
bt i can promise myself.. once i becum the president.. i will do my job well..
this is wad i hope u guys will follow too..

after that, went to eat with frens..
Chloe, lai fun. terry, zhen yau, eddison, sam, tai.. haha
went to MACHA mamak restaurant.
this is always the best moment for my every schooling days.
haha. after skul.. went to this restaurant.. eat n make noise.. forget all the stress, pressure, sadness...
wooot~~ relief!!!!
hahaha...
chat alot with tai n sam..
ooo!!
吊哦，噢，aiyok, aiyok, 不错哦！！ hahaha
we were all learning jay chou!!
n all laughing non stop! haha..
the tauke there already get use to our craziness..
haha..
eat til 5 sumthing.
then go home!! haha..
bt someone who has problem wants me to stay back.. n discuss about his prob..
ended up with went home at 6 sumthing.!! haha.
ok. things settle.. stay strong! be tough! haha..
this is wad i can say..
be urself.. ignore the bad, remmeber the best.. haha. =)
thats all..

-engleong-

private and public

recently..
i keep setting my blog to private n public..
i juz dun want to let others to read my sad stuff..
n then affect ur mood.
i will open it back when everything is fine. including myself.
now i open it back..
so u guys can read wads happening on me.
well..
thats all..
nitez ppl

-engleong-

勇气

轻轻的你，犹如轻轻的风，带来了我沉重的心情，悲伤的思念。
受了伤的心，该如何复原。

是。
我是。
我是一个没有勇气的人。
一个没有勇气面对现实的人。

事实，告诉了你。
却不想面对。
哈哈
可笑。可耻。可悲。可怜。

我并不乞求，把所有事情告诉我。
但不要，对我那么狠心。 可以吗？
难道，那么久的感情，可以因为那梦想，而通通抹掉吗？
我并不知道，如果你不再爱我了。告诉我。好吗？
哭了。再次，哭了！T.T

狠下心，说再见，不容易，后流泪，才发现，爱不在，不重要，都放开，梦想路，你加油，我支持，到永远。

random

at my brother university now..
i totally gt ntg to do here as my brother having meeting right now..
wth man.. he left me in his hostel room..
luckily his university has wi-fi service..
otherwise, i definitely killed by the boredom here..
omg!! first time stay together with another guy who i dunno at all..
he is my brother roommate..
well.. he is nt my roommate.. i feel so paiseh when blogging infront of him..
i mean.. in front of someone who i dunno at all or we known them as strangers..
haha..

well.. gt ntg to do here.. so plan to blog a little bit about today..
since all of my frens include my classmates are all goin to ARP camp today..
my class onli left one person which is me!! so all the teachers planned nt to teach..
of cuz.. if teacher wanna teach me alone, i will say NO to them too..
wad for studying alone.. of cuz wait for my fren to continue the syllabus together..
i m nt that selfish lol~
perhaps i m lazy.. haha..
chatted with them at open hall from 9 til 11.. becuz some of the stupid ppl said they will depart at 9 bt ended up depart at 11 sumthing..
omg!! haha. bt nt bad oso la..
can chat for so long~ haha..
make a lot noise n fun..
y i always can joke in skul, bt nt at home..
i wonder if i can be a joker at home.
today things wont happen n my mood wont be ruined today!!

reached home at 5 sumthing..
sit at home i thought i can sit down quietly n rest for a moment..
suddenly, my mum started everything.. talk about me! gv up studies becuz of on9-ing, girs, frens, society!! n so on!!
i m so fed up! since when i gv up my studies..
form six is nt easy as wad u all think!! ok??
n i m nt smart!!
wad u expect me to do..
yea.. i know my marks is low for this time exam..
bt nt onli me ok?? everyone got low..

wad do u expect when the highest mark for maths T in our skul is 63 n i gt 57 which is the second highest..
wad do u expect when the highest marks for chemistry is 60+ oso when i gt 56 which is the third highest..
wad do u expect when the highest marks for bio is 72 wen i gt 71/72 which is the second or highest oso for this subject??

i cant manage to get all As for all the subjects.. i m nt smart!!
i am nt!
u said! when started f6 syllabus, u want me to change to maxwell, bt i say no! of cuz i say no when i have been study in VI for 5 years..
it isnt an easy thing for me to change the situation n study environment.. u know??
why dun u blame urself.. when i was form 1.. when i nvr get ready for my secondary skul..
i asked for shifting to maxwell.. why u say no!
this is so irritating..
t
then, my eldest brother came in n scolded me..
all the EXCUSES u say is juz for u to avoid prob..
u juz dun dare to accpet different study environment, u juz have no courage to try something new.. u dun dare to face the new faces in new skul!!
wad r u talking about?? do u think u relly understand me well.. i m nt that kind of person! k?
i wanted to stay in VI

1st! becuz i dun want to change skul environment.. is nt about i dun dare or wad.. is juz i dun want.. this is my choice n i will nt regret!
2nd! i have a smart fren study in VI too, y i wanna leave him.. if i stay in thr, n when i gt any prob about my studies, at least i gt someone to ask.. nt like u goin to teach me anything about my studies..
i have to work hard for myself..

ok, then i think its time for me to stop oepn up my mouth to fight back..
becuz i know if i dun stop, the war will still goes on n make things worst..
den, suddenly, eng hong is here.
then my eldest bro started to talk about his teacher's opinion on us..
ok.. she said i look so arrogant..
well.. ok.. i admit.. bt this is my look. how i going to change my look..
m i arrogant?? i will nvr show this face to my close frens. ok?
this is wad u see becuz u r nt close with me..
understand me more pls??
den his teacher talked about eng hong..
he doesnt agree with wad his teacher said.. den start fighting back..
the war continue again!!
its enuf for me.. i really cant stand for this..
everytime i saw brothers fighting or arguing..
i feel so damn sad..
i dunno.. bt it is really hurt..
i hide myself in my room.. of the light.. cover myself with a pillow..
try to sleep..
dun want to listen to wad they said..
i want my mood to be better..
i slept at last.. bt onli for one minutes..
den eng hong came in.. n ask me to go university with him..
n this is y i m here right now..

ok.. thats all for today.. when i was sleeping.. i thinking of this poem..
本是同根生，相煎何太急。

-engleong-

诗----叫珍惜

我转着手中的铅笔
看着空白的纸张
想起‘你’

我摇着坐着的篮椅
看着乌黑的天空，
用云朵模拟‘你’

我打从心中在想你
听者虫鸣的声音
呼唤‘你’

我是不是很侥幸
因为有了‘你’
才了解，
何谓情

直到你决定离我远去
我才知道，我有否存在于你心底
直到你决定想要放弃
我才知道，你根本不属于我
直到你让我伤透了心
我才知道，原来我不是很坚强而已
直到我真的放不下心
我才知道，没把你抓紧，是我最后悔的决定。

珍惜，眼前的人，永远的情义。

new song again

歌曲：就当爱
作词：陈泳甬

困在房里的我
一句话都不说
孤独躲在角落
无法控制的痛

冷风轻轻掠过
麻痹所有的痛
刺痛在我心中
抱你在我怀中 oh~

如果可以 我愿意 付出我一切
如果爱你 我相信 不再说抱歉
如果离开 才明白 爱已不存在
如果承受 了伤害 再也看不清未来

就当爱 在你我之间距离徘徊
不想被放弃感觉失败
因为我放不开

就当爱 让所有一切变成空白
时间一一过去都成了遗憾 已不在
经历的回忆 是否还存在

oh~~

因为爱你 不愿意 放弃了一切
因为相信 才决定 不再说抱歉
因为离开 才明白 你对我的爱
因为承受 过伤害 才不让你离开

就当爱 在你我之间距离徘徊
不想被放弃感觉失败
因为我放不开

就当爱 让所有一切变成空白
时间一一过去都成了遗憾 已不在
经历的回忆 是否还存在
我希望我们从来 不曾放开。。

a day i will nvr forget

in the morning..
i already i will not have appetite to eat..
so i sms-ed yee ling dun pack food for me..
haha.
then suddenly feel abit hungry during recess so buy something to eat..
i can nvr stop thinking about that.

Cool.
Emo.
Angry.
Disappointed.
are the above feeling having in u now?? i dunno y u treated me so cool these days.

Hurt.
Helpless.
Sigh.
Sad.
today is the first time i cry in skul becuz of this thing..
this is something that i dun want it to happen in my life..
i know the previous post that i published out definitely will affect us.
bt this is wad i dun want to happen too..
i wont want to tell u face to face
i dun want to see u emo..
i promised myself nt to make u emo. bt i keep broke my promise..
Cried.. for few minutes. den i control myself..
i cant cry. i dun want to let my friends to see their forever joker to cry..
i dun like to act happy in front of them when i m sad.

do u know that? everytime i tell u about my stress stuff n emo stuff i can feel so much better..
becuz when i m stress.. all i need is onli u.
bt i dunno that becuz of my stress and emoness.. will make u emo..
when u say u dun wan to think about it.. n even juz now..
when i talk about those thing.. u speechless..
i hold my feeling.. i wont show my sad face out.
i cant show my real feeling..
juz becuz i dun want others to worry about me.
i wan to be a tough ppl who can protect u as well.. like wad wern said.
bt nt a weak ppl who always cry behind n dunno wad to do.. easy to feel panic when something bad is happen..

i always try my best to change myself.
until today onli i know i m still standstill at the original position bt nvr move forward..

dear..
=( that i make u speechless juz now.
=( that i had made u emo for the past few days.
=( that i nvr think from ur side.
=( that becuz of my emoness, i made u moody too..

-engleong-

我不知道的事

原来，我什么都不懂。

我不知道，
我的情绪，会影响到你。

我不知道，
我的幼稚，会影响到你。

我不知道，
我的关心，会绑住了你。

我不知道，
我的固执，会让你生气。

我不知道，
我的妒忌，会让你无奈。

我不知道，
我的想法，会让你叹气。

我不知道。
但我现在，什么都知道了。
我会改。只需要你给的机会。

珍惜，眼前的人，永远的情。。。
=）

-engleong-

希望有一天

我愿意 去相信 你伪装的表情
直到你 不愿意 掩饰你自己
看不清 你说你 心里的风铃
一旦被风吹过以后便响起

再一次 看着彼此 眼泪不受控制
这一切 画的句点 又何必再眷恋
如果你 已经决定 跟随爱的感觉
一起走出我们曾拥有的世界

我希望真的有一天
让你紧靠在我的肩
与你共度的每一天
一一刻在我的心田
近近的贴着你的脸
画着你心中的想念
与你画出美丽句点
我想我们可以相见

我可以 陪着你 不让你哭泣
看着你 你的泪滴 伤透我的心
你给的 给的一切 是否该放弃
不再执著所以才能过得更清醒

我希望真的有一天
让你紧靠在我的肩
与你共度的每一天
一一刻在我的心田
近近的贴着你的脸
画着你心中的想念
与你画出美丽句点
我想我们可以相见

我希望真的有一天
与你不必再说抱歉
尽管有多么的狼狈
走处我们 的世界。

-end-

stress gonna run away from me after a week...

i skipped skul today juz to study at home..
funny ya! skip skul juz to study..
wad kind of theory n reason is this! haha
mayb i can study better in skul..
cuz my eldest brothe now making sound pollution...
he is singing K while i m studying..
oh gosh!!
i cant believe that i can tahan for so long.. still highlighting the PA points..
bt of cuz nt memorising it yet..
i really cant study now..
brain stuck!!!
i gonna fail my exam this time!!..
shuld i gv up or continue study?
of cuz if u know me well, i wont gv up so easily~~ >.<
played plants vs zombie when i feel really bored..
it finally wake me up from study this stupid PA..
i still left around 100 pages haven memorise ONLY!!
haha..
sound so arrogant, bt wad i mean is 'only' lol..

last saturday.. (16/10/10)
i always tried to blog about our dating.. becuz i hope i can note it down forever..
like wad william shakespear's aim for writing the SONNET 18..
early in the morning.. do housework as home as my mum ask me to do so..
finish everything in an hour i think.. i m superb pro in doin housework..
perhaps better than a girl i think? hahaha
well..
we already planned to go pavillion last week..
went out to find xintao together with kaizer.
went to maxwell first.. bt since they haven finish their chinese class..
so we waited for them outside their classroom.
departed at 12 sumthing..zun zen n pei wern went thr by foong chia's car..
meet there then~

reached pavillion, n wait for them at main entrance..
went wong kok after that to wait for clement n have some food cuz xintao n yen rhu nt eaten yet.
wthx la wern!! haha u know why i say thx?? oo.. too bad.. u wont understand.. haha
buy CHILD'S EYES ticket together with zun zen..

to zun zen <3: y r u always almost fall down when stand together with me a?? *at escalator*

haha.. funny lol~
went back to wong kok n clement reached..
we watch SAMMY's ADVENTURE.. dun worry clement.. is nt ghost movie..
i dunno that clement actually scare of ghost movie! haha
make us laugh out loud on spot..
hahaha..
dun scare.. many gor gor thr~~
ok.. the movie started at 2.05 bt we went in at 2.15 i think.. we were late a little bit..
the process of watching it is damn funny lol..
nt scary oso.. cuz ppl around me make me feel funny..
some of them wrapped themselves like ketupat on the chair.. *a girl who i dunno at all sit beside me..*
den someone who sit beside me screamed once becuz wern scream at her ear.. hahaha..
clement scream when thr is no one scream make all of us laugh lol!!!
hahaha...
wanna try another one next time?? clement??

went to dragon-i to have our lunch..
la mee~~ haha.. ok lol.. nt bad..
laugh alot oso.. especially zen n wern..
all guys are damn blur becuz we dunno wad they both laughing at..
sot sot de~~ hahaha
the onli pic of the day!!

tada~~~



like this so much~

well..
since wern have to go.. den we accompany her to wait for their parents..
then, its time for us to say goodbye to her becuz her parents reached.

went in again den gelato time! i cant eat becuz having stomachache suddenly.
gosh!!!!!
=( sad lol~
zen plan to go food court.. den we went down thr n sit n rest..
wei kit called n then he come n met me..
went to speedy.. n stadium.. inside is so damn cold..
bt someone feel cold.. so gv her my sweater lol..
haha.
i can walk together with u for so long lol..
a bit tired.. bt u r more tired than me~~ haha..
dunno wad to say anymore..
i dun want u to go home lol~
cuz i know i gonna miss u so badly after that.
haha..
bt u still have to go.. =)
watch u go up ur car.. den onli i go..
lalalalala~~ i miss someone while typing this! haha
gonna study now..
stress!!! haha. =)
go away.. SHoo SHoo!!

study!!! PA!! i m gonna beat ur S off!!
haha.. good luck to all my frens!!!
all the best for tomolo!!!
fight together!
yea!!!

-engleong-

失望，是你们给我感觉到的！！

一代不如一代。
这是学哥给我们的意见，给我们的评价。
你们是真的让它实践吗？
我真的很担心，我会找不回以前的感觉。

CLU is getting worse n worst!!!
i dunno how to say..
bt. is my problem or ur problems..
it is better if it is my problem becuz i know that i definitely will change myself no matter wad..
bt how about u all..
can u all please shut ur mouth n do ur work properly..
do not need to care about wad others said n think...
juz do ur own work.. nicely, perfectly.. tats all..
is that hard for u guys..
or u all dun wan to do it..

president post isnt that easy.
to organize a society well is hard..
becuz i m nt eng hong.. i m nt the one who organize 9 skul gathering, SS camp!!!
i m fucking stress u know..
i cant get any support from anyone of u..
becuz u all nvr think at my point of view..
i used to be a joker in VICLU..
n the days was freaking fun n enjoy!
what happening?? why all these happy moments gone juz becuz of the new batch coming in..
EMO, BACK STAB, CRY, HURT... the most popular n suitable word for all of us in VICLU 10/11

i dun wan to say anything in this so much..
ppl always say..
家丑不外传。
我就是要传。

我不知道是我变了，还是你们变了。
希望，永远存在。
但不希望它会转变成失望。

good luck to all 10/11 NEW CLU committee..
if u all really want CLU good.. n becum the best society in VI..
pls........
change all ur bad things.!!!
post mortem isnt conducted juz for fun...
remember wad i had told u all..

-engleong-

music blog~

well.. spent few days to think of my songs..
i mean.. each day one song..
haha.. kinda fun..
bt too bad that i m cannot play music instrument..
so i can only sing it out..
kinda shy to post it out although this is my own blog..
bt anyway, hope u guys like it..

i dunno y,
the melody in my mind sometimes is juz so familiar to some song that already created by others..
haha. mayb i m nt good enuf to compose my own song..
bt i will try my best to achieve the best..
hahaha..
thx to those frens who actually support me with ur heart..
thx alot.. n thx to those who actually gv me comment no matter good or bad..
these make me to improve myself in this..
gv me more comment..
i have to improve my chinese language too.. haha
well.. of cuz u all are nt the first one who listen to my song..!!! hahaha

frens always be the one who support u bt nt family members..
they always insult me no matter wad i do..
even i m juz singing other ppl songs, they will ask me to shut up n says i m noisy..
well? i juz do wadever i want without getting anyone's permission.
alot thing to blog today.. simply because i did nt blog for dunno how many days..
becuz of this MUSIC brain!!!
==..

back to my life~~
my life is interesting.. haha.
becuz i have someone who i need the most..
becuz i have someone who can hear me n share my happiness n sadness..
becuz i have someone who can cheer me up when i m down.
wad about my skul life?
i had juz done my MUET speaking test on last thursday~
unexpected results.. becuz i actually get the highest in my class..
woooot~~ doesnt mean i m good in english..
juz talk crap.~ haha.
n the teacher is kind..
i gt 30 over 45. is considered good gua~~
juz nvr look too high on this.. cuz my english is nt really good..
=P

wad about CLU~~
this year.. i cried twice becuz of CLU..
last time i used to be very fun n dun wanna go home when having meeting..
i even feel like quiting this society..
no fun, no cooperation..
onli argument between the AJK..
Backstabbers all around..
yucks!!!!
bt luckily n finally...
the feeling is back.. mayb we muz work together after getting scolded by the seniors..
then onli WE all will listen..
bt. let ppl scold very fun mie?? cant we juz do something without getting scolded by others..
i so KIND thats y i dun want to scold ppl la.. hahaha
perasan betul..
bt i think this is feeling is onli when together with the young one n some of the old one...
there are still some of them who dont really wanna join us in this..
we cant get all together in one like last time yet..
this still needs some time..
hope next year will be better..
n hope u all remmeber wad i said..
do not back stab! if u wanna talk about him/her.. talk in front of them..

recorded few videos in skul..funny video~~!!
hahaa..
some of them are in damalis phone..
n some of them are in wei inn phone..
waiting for them to upload..
cant stop laughing when watching that..

eh macha!!! sini orang mau jalan.. kau duduk kat sini buat apa~~!! hahahahahahaha

-engleong-

第三首歌- 远。离。爱 (远距离恋爱)

作词-陈泳甬
作曲-理由，还是一样。。
歌名-远。离。爱 (远距离恋爱)

看着你，
静静聆听你的呼吸
呼吸声里满了空气

想着你
你我之间分隔两地
在多么遥远的距离

爱情再转身
就让我勇敢的奔
走进了永远关闭的那扇门

远距离的恋爱
有多少个空白
独自站在露台 受着伤害
有无尽的对白

空地长满青苔
岁月都流白
以前的在想不开 全都放开
因为爱 你我再重来

听见你
心里面深深的烙印
让回忆随着风而去

问着你
埋藏在心底的秘密
一切都不让我看清

爱你有多深
不必再放声去问
让全世界知道我爱你有多深

远距离的恋爱
有多少个空白
独自站在露台 受着伤害
有无尽的对白

空地长满青苔
岁月都流白
以前的在想不开 全都放开
因为爱 你我再重来 oh!

远距离的恋爱
有多少个空白
独自站在露台 受着伤害
有无尽的对白

空地长满青苔
岁月都流白
以前的在想不开 全都放开
因为爱 你我再重来

就算远距离恋爱 受过伤害
因放开 爱情才存在

-end-

再你不需要的时候，自然会离开

我的心好疼
不知道为什么
看到了，只是那短短的一句留言。
看见了时间，只是在那一瞬间
或许，我并不是你需要的那一个
可怜的人，
形容得好贴切哦。
哈哈！

不禁想起以前队自己许过的承诺

我会以微笑来队待每一件事！