finally i m back

walao.. 4 days nvr on9.. finally.. my brother settle this problem..
internet connection spoilt in these few days..
my whole family cant use internet.. except for if we go down oldtown n use their wireless connection..
my brother went down n use two days ago.. he could on9 down thr.. so lucky..
yesterday i tried with my elder brother. Eng hong..
bt too bad.. we failed.. we could not even on9 eventhough the adapter could detect the wireless connection..
bt.. we dunno wads happening to the laptop..
we tried for 3-4 hours bt at last we failed...
i feel so disappointed.. long time din use internet..
i wanna check my mail, i wanna read Zun Zen's blog, Wai Sin's blog n oso My Blog le..
many things i wanna do by using internet.. so sad la..
long time din chat with my frens... wanna ask my fren sumthing bt too bad... the internet is nt available now...i wanna ask Zun Zen to teach me to sing that song le..
My Sifu... wakaka..
i sing badly lol.. teach me..
haiz..
sigh... yesterday i wanted to on bt cant on..
today feel abit boring n dun feel like on9 but i can on.. she is not On9-ing now..
sent a lot message to her lol.. she din reply me.. so sui..
wakaka.. she said her phone no credit ady.. mayb she slept yesterday.. or mayb...
u feel annoyed?? u dun wanna bother me anymore??
haiz... sad.. i waiting for her message til 12 midnight.. bt my phone still... not ringing..
chat with monique yesterday night via phone..
chat a bit onli lol.. the shortest call.. around 10++ mins onli..
now onli i realised... everytime i chat with monique.. i sure stomachache..
wakaka.. next time better dun chat with u lol.. later masuk hospital lagi cham..
no la.. jkjk onli..


dunno wad to post la.. bored.. dying..
find sumthing to do.. i know...
wakaka.. Viwawa..
go play chinese chess lol..
bb...

-yy-
-emo king-
-useless guy-
-rubbish-
-stupid fark-

tagged by Gaka

1. Do you think you’re a freak :
Maybe.. wad do u think??

2. What will you do if somebody just past by and kiss you :
Dunno.. mayb i will punch that guy..

3. What are you eating :
nothing..

4. Would you forgive the person who treated you so badly :
sorry.. i wont.

5. Currently listening to :
Ling yi ge tian tang lol..

6. Do you love being weird :
dunno.. maybe

7. Single or available :
wad do u think.. single la of cuz..

8. Wish you could have more siblings(?) :
No.. i wont... already alot n noisy la.. wad for i need more..

9. What do you think of spammers :
No comment

10. Wish you could be skinnier(?) :
No.. thats enuf for me.. i very thin ady.. want to be taller.. nt tall enuf..

11. Look to your left what do you see :
My father watching tv!!!

12. Hate your life(?) :
Yes.. hate my life..

13. What makes you hyper :
nothing can make me hyper.. many things can make me emo..

14. The funniest word that you ever heard :
When tuition teacher speak english... H=Hash

15. Is this boring(?) :
very bored.... nonsense..

Ppl who got tagged : No one...

另一个天堂

你取代
这一秒我生命的空白
问题忽然找到答案
不用解释也明白
你的微笑是一个暗号
我能解读那多美好
梦想不到
想永远停在这一秒
你为我的世界
重新彩绘
是你带我找到另一个天堂
远比想象中的美
我们怀抱里的这一个天堂
另一个梦想
有无限的快乐
相信你是我的另一个天堂
给的爱多么纯粹
因为你而存在这一个天堂
爱是直达的路线
因为你而存在这一个天堂
只想陪在你身边
我等待
下一刻再相遇的精彩
踢开每天越来越爱
逻辑就这么简单
生命转到同一个频道
因为我的幸福坐标
我多渺小
能爱着你才最重要
想把你的明天仔细翻阅
是你带我找到另一个天堂
远比想象中更美
我们怀抱里的这一个天堂
另一个梦想
有无限的快乐
相信你是我的另一个天堂
给的爱多么纯粹
因为你而存在这一个天堂
爱是直达的路线
是你带我找到另一个天堂
远比想象中更美
我们怀抱里的这一个天堂
另一个梦想
有无限的快乐
相信你是我的另一个天堂
给的爱多么纯粹
因为你而存在这一个天堂
爱是直达的路线
因为你而存在这一个天堂
只想陪在你身边



the song that i m goin to sing with Zun Zen on gathering day..
already practise for few days.. hope can sing well on that day.
haha.. not so confident. cuz i know i cant sing that well..
haiz.. Hope Buddha bless me..
wakaka..

today.. quite boring..
chat with Suet Geed for one hour through phone..
talk alot.. she told me wad happen to her these few days.
pity her jadi orang tengah!! wakaka..
bt really enjoy when chatting with her.
haha.. listening to few songs now.. addicted!! Not like that/He Said She Said/Headstrong-Ashley Tisdale.. very nice le.. wakaka.. Hans recommended..
ntg to post..


the conclusion for today..


BORED.. DYING!!!!!



WAWA that i created in Viwawa.. cute le. wakaka..

bored =.=

sad day.. happy holiday everyone..bt doesnt seem like everyone is happy..
especially me.. the Emo King..
holiday is bored for me.. i m doin ntg at home.. juz playing some stupid games n singing..
well.. singing is my hobby bt i dun like to sing everyday..
n.. i dun like to sing when i feel bored..
i mean.. now..
sigh.. ntg to do le.. boring la.. no one can chat with me.. on msn since early in this morning..
bt no one is on.. too bad..
my brain is now empty.. cant think anything to post..
i m juz repeating wad i said juz now.. haiz..

hmm?? lets talk about yesterdya meeting??
ok!! yesterday was the first time i attended to 4 skul gathering meeting.
it was quite fun.. meeting at burger king.. i m the first who reached burger king yesterday.. no one inside so juz wait for theen meng outside the brger king..
he reached thr around 9.45am.
luckily... he saved me..
otherwise.. i would be like a orang gila and walk here walk there all the time..
yesterday was freaking hot..... summore i was wearing a black shirt..
i thought the meeting start at 10.00?? already 10.30 bt still haven started yet..
oo... CBN president-YUN SHI haven reached thr yet..
walao.. so big oo.. need I to wait for u.. wakaka.. juz kidding..
the meeting was really really fun for me..
i was bullying all of them when they are meeting.. especially YUN SHI.
she was like ==' after i talked a lot.. BLUR la YUN SHI.. come on.. concentrate pls..
THIS IS 4 SKUL GATHERING MEETING...
wakaka..
then after i finish bullied her.. is Zun Zen's turn..
she was discussing about the emcee thingy with Ka Jun they all..
when she asked me about wad song CBN gals goin to perform. i told her.. bt she said she dunno..
wakaka.. hold my hand up n act like wanna hit her.. wakaka... she looked scare.. wakaka.. bt of cuz i know she was nt..
the first time i saw she write chinese words.. her handwritting looked funny..
all the words were square in shape.. is freaking SQUARE.. wakaka..
she was bullied by me!!!!!
Ka Jun also blur la..
He n yuen ping are the formal emcee for that day..
looked at the script.. saw one sentence
请所有人安静的站起来以热烈的掌声欢迎我们四校的顾问老师。
wad is 安静的站起来?? gt no such thing la.. wakaka..
i changed a little bit n gv them some advises..
heyhey... i was emcee for gathering when i was form 3 lol..
wakaka.. proud of it.. dun forget my partner also lol.. Stanley Soh=KIT CHAI.. wakaka..
after an hour.. the meeting was over.. went McD to discuss about our performance with theen meng, erica n also the blur guy Ka jun..
i sing many many songs on that day wei..
i gt two performances.. i think three..
one sing together with Zun Zen.. my idol..
another one sing with theen meng n also erica..
wakaka.. hope i can sing well.. ^.^
reached thr saw Yun Shi and Yi Herng..
both of them were waiting as what we did in McD too..
wait until 12.00 ma.. cheaper.. as a clever consumer.. of cuz we have to save our money la..
we sang in McD while everybody was staring at us..
haha..bt we dun care..
Yun Shi was like ==' omg.. how come we can did that.. Sing in a public place n so many ppl were thr.. everyone was staring at us while we are singing.. wakaka..
as long as we have fun..
meeting ended around 2.30pm. all the things were settle n I went home by lrt while theen meng followed erica's car..
reached titiwangsa lrt station at 3.15pm.. waiting for bus.. tired..
slept in the bus n one Malay little kid was looking at me.. make me dun dare to sleep in the bus anymore..
haha.. after i reached home.. take bath then go to bed straight.. fall asleep within 30 seconds.. is really too tired for me.. forgot to tell u all.. i slept at 4 o clock n woke up at 7 yesterday..
whose fault..
SS la.. haiz.. wakaka..
ok la... thats all for today..
boring...

emo day.. fren emo too..

喜欢一个人真的很累。
尤其是喜欢上一个不应该爱上的人。
叹气！！
也只是因为一个人。
她的一切，足以让影响你的心情。
或许真的不应该爱上她。
伤了的心，该如何让他痊愈。
默默的等待，并不是解决的方法。

haiz..
Zun Zen:
y u so emo today??
frens?? juz dun care about them..
i know u feel stress n u still care about them..
bt they did that to u..
anyway.. hope u will be happy after this..
i m mood less now oso.. dunno y.. suddenly de lool..
no wonder la.. cuz u emo oso.. make me sad nia.. wakaka..
we same bfday de le.. sedikit sebanyak sure influence each other de lol..
hope u wil be ok tomolo.. and when i chat with u.. we both oso hyper la
haiz...

Exam Week.. Unexpected!!!!

this whole week is exam week..
every form five students are busy studying n preparing for their test..
n nt forget.. get tips from other classes.. including me!!
This exam really make all of us sad n tired lol..
no one prepared for it.. all burn midnight oil to study..
luckily i gt a lot frineds from other skuls..
can get tips.. wakaka..
juz finished study Add Math.. is freaking hard man... the are so many FORMULAE...
i need to memorise and understand all the formulae so that i wont get confused during exam..
haiz... tiring!!
dun think thats over.. tell u.. u r wrong..
tomolo biology paper 2.. i haven study form 5 syllabus..
lazy to study.. no mood to study.. really tired la..
sit for the exam whole day ady lol.. ok??
of cuz need to rest wad.. u think i m SUPERMAN OR WAD..
Superman not human is it?? sure tired one lol..

lets talk about yesterday..
yesterday ntg much.. still the same.. woke up at 5.30am n helped mum to do some works.
after that went to skul by car
quite boring.. n oso tired.. cuz told u ma.. gt EXAM...
then during afternoon thr are ntg special lol.. whole day juz study study study and study..
waiting for skul bell ring...!!
finally finished skul..
so wad!! cant go home oso.. stupid skul rules..
every TUESDAY n WEDNESDAY muz stay back for ur clubs and society..
otherwise u will catch by teacher n a warning letter will send to ur house soon..
wad to do.. juz stay in my brother's class lol.. ntg to do..
den stayed back for horticultural club (Taman Sains)..
to clean a place for us to build another TAMAN..
wakaka.. We will become a historical ppl in Victoria Institution soon..
very happy liao..
within half an hour.. we all kena halau by En. Salahuddin..
cuz some stupid events havig in our skul n all of us suppose to be in the hall..
bt seems like no one care about it.. except for those form 1 n 2.. cuz they all still young.. dunno anything about VI.. if they stay longer.. sure they all will do the same thing as wad we did.. n they very guai one.. wakaka.. teacher is holding the ROTAN.. wah.. I VERY SCARE A!!!
i already biasa lol.. if u want hit den hit la.. like i care onli..
i went home around 4 o clock with my brother..
in the car i was discussing sumthing with him about gathering..
about our show.. (theen meng, me, ZZ and oso Erica)
at first ntg happen.. den when i mentioned again who are goin to perform the show..
he stopped me.. n said.. SBU (Zun Zen) shuldnt involve in this performance..
cuz this is VI's performance..
actually i understand wad he think..i know.. bt i already settle everything..
the script oso i prepared.. now u tell me she cant in..
wad u expect me to do.. change the script.. ask the one i hate the most to sing with me..
i rather quit the performance.. nvm.. i dun care..
two ppl enuf lol den.. theen meng n erica sing enuf.. i plan the script.. (emo-ing)
reach home within 30 minutes++
on9 to check my mail.. ntg special.. juz some friendster n facebook messages..
waiting for ZZ to on.. n tell her wad happened that day...
really sad n emo when i talked about that thing.. HAIZ...
ok.. stop talking about that.. thats all for wads happened yesterday..

now back to today..
exam lol.. den now.. blogging lol..
din msn-ing la.. although i on la.. bt then no one chat with me.. so i oso dun want disturb them lol..
thinking about something.. shuld i join the choir team this year..
i dunno..
all of them are quitting.. i join for wad.. bt i really want to stay in that..
cuz i like to sing...
haiz.. dunno wad to do.. wad shuld i do... i dunno... AH!!! annoying...
and oso the chinese essay competition..
i really interested in that bt then igt no time to write the essay..
i gt many idea in my mind now.. bt lazy to do.. exam -ing.. need to study...
moral project have to pass up by end of this month... haiz..
now resting onli lol.. juz finished study Add Math..
biology haven studied yet.. n oso chemistry..
if we really need to sit for chemistry paper tomolo.. i think all of us sure fail..
so far i dunno who studied chemistry... even CHU SHEN din study it oso.. wakaka..
den failed TOGETHER..

to someone..
i saw u on9 now.. thats y i purposely set my status to busy..
see whether will u find me?? bt u din do that..
i know that i failed.. failed to love someone..
cuz i think she juz treat me as a fren.. haiz..

H@iZ

dunno y..
today very tired n moodless..
playing chess with my frens bt i keep on losing..
wad the!!!
wad happened to me..
haiz.. now very late ady lol.. haiz..
miss her so much..
i very scare..
i scare she feel annoyed le.
i scare she avoid from me..
HAIZ..
EMO-ING

Stupid fellow.. I m the Rubbish.. I m the bastard.. i m the U$3LeS$ GuY!!

AND

THE EMO KING
emo-ing now.. sorry..