Swear it again!

i swear i will nt emo anymore..
the last promise i sweared for u.
i think this is the hardest challenge in my life..
how can a emo god change to be a un-emo ppl
wakaka..
try! my! best!
sure wil change for u!
no matter wad. i dun want u to suffer again becuz of me
although it sound fake bt it is real..
it is so unbelievable bt u have to believe me..
becuz i m so serious in this..
haha..

one more thing.. i m so childish..
be more mature la!
haha~ i m so old bt still talk n think like a child..
good luck to myself.!

saturday! setapak singing competition
i m scared..
add oil together k?
n dun sad becuz of ur results..!
work harder~ u can do it!
be confident.. this is wad u told me when i m sitting for trial n SPM..
i still remember.. wee~
good luck!

change new template..
enjoy guys n girls..
nitez! bye~

-engleong-

blog~~~

sunday went to chong hwa for some kind of musical stuff..
this is organised by their composing song society if i m nt mistaken..
for wad they have composed..
they were awesome... i like the songs so much bt nt the person..
wakaka..
thx khai ling for leading n guiding us to the hall..
sit thr for one n a half hour..
nt bad.... i like ‘I凋夜曲’and oso 红尘

miss the moment i walk together with u at chong hwa..
i miss eu, i miss the day~

den went ts to find shau cuz need to go leisure mall
i dunno how to go..
sorry shau for making u wait..
luckily can rush thr on time.. otherwise, sure let eng hong scold like hell~~
u know wad..
i almost lost pei wern's touch n go card..
luckily i found it back..
i dropped it outside of the leisure mall!!!
i m so careless...
luckily i found it back.. seriously worry..
if nt, gonna kill by my mum pulak~~~

wen to alvin house afterward.. sing k..
sing quite alot n make me tired..
end up on-9ing with his comp n chat with u. wakaka
bt u ask me to off.. =(
haha.
u very GOOD lol.. my angel in my heart~
i m really tired n slept in the car.. went home i lazy to bath straight away sleep on my bed.. n dun care of anything..
m i dirty?? i think i m.. waakaka

today..
suppose to go Puchong gathering..
bt mum dun let since i go out too often..
boring at home..
waiting for someone to on9..
haha.. u know who is she...
around 2 sumthing... viview reach to teach yen rhu n eng heng piano..
for their performance during maxwell comp..
i still owe u one piano song... i onli know how to play with right hand..
left hand de i dunno yet la.~~~
wanna hear?? i promised u for a year bt i nvr play for u be4..
cuz everytime oso something will happen de lo.. wakaka
or.. u play for me la~ wakaka
around 3 sumthing.. clement reached n we watch tv first cuz i din watch that yesterday...
we start singing at 3.30.. n he keep looking for old song to sing..
oppsss.. nt old bt classic~~~
wakaka..
i sing badly today!
i wont gv any excuse anymore..
nt that i sick or the PA is nt good
i juz cant sing well becuz of my skills of singing
i muz train more n ask for more comment..
bt not for these few days..
i think i shuld rest for few days
den onli i will sing again...

i like to sing..
bt u r more important than singing..
i keep go upstairs n downstairs to see whether u back home ady or nt.. crazy dao~
at last.. mum back.. n keep everything.. then they went home after eating..
n i slept becuz i sick.. FLU...
stupid flu.! hate it~
thats all for today~ bb

放风筝的小孩与风的出现。

''有时候，有时候
我会相信一切有尽头。
相聚离开都有时候。
没有什么会永垂不朽。''

脑海忽然浮现这首歌的歌词。
仿佛在告诉我，快进入坏心情的状态。
其实，有时候，回想起以前我们一起的日子。
真的还挺甜蜜的。还有一些暗爽的感觉。
我知道，我是傻佬。 哈哈

最近发现一个非常好的发泄方式。
我不会再让别人为我的事而烦恼。
尤其是我最深爱的女人。
我学会用书写方式，来舒缓自己的心情。
今天，在学校，写完了以后，就把它想象成垃圾一样。
把不开心的东西，全都丢进垃圾桶内。
果然，心情是好很多。
我会用尽不同的方式。
使自己活得更好。
因为那是对你的承诺。

写了‘放风筝的小孩与风的出现’
或许我的文采不够好。
不然的话我一定会很想要哭。
哈哈。
但答应过的， 我一定会做得到。

ok, well..
i m sick today.. n i m getting tired after type this blog by using chinese software..
so now i decided to use english to continue my post..
today is the first day of skul after the HOLIDAYS!!!!!
wad a tiring holidays i had in my study life~
although this is nt the first time..
bt still.. after 6 months of rest after SPM.. nvr get involve in this for 6 months..
surely will feel abit tired..
bt then at least i had a lot of fun!
i miss sunday so much...

p.s
Zun Zen~
the restaurant is called FOOD N TEA~
haha.. mayb will upload the photo de.. if u dun mind others talk about it??

read the 'crappy' letter ady la..
for u mayb is crap.. bt for me thats isnt crap at all la..
i will keep it beside me.. leave it beside me when i m sleeping.. everday!~~
wakaka..
i love you~
n really thanks cuz i know u care about my feeling that day~
i m fine.. really ntg ady.. DUN GEK ME~~~
i scare ady la..

end here k?? ntg to write ady.. misseu~

-engleong-

saturday- VI gathering sunday- charity bazaar~~

wad a wonderful is this..
saturday.. a great n big day for all VICTORIAN CLU-ians..
VI first gathering.. the day i waited for so long n finally it reaches..
wake up at 7.00 o clock n call crystal chan pui wen at 7.15.. she wants my morning call!
wakaka
happy?? wake u up ady.

went to sentul skul to prepare something..
n bro ask lichen, wai n ken kiam go thr earlier to play badminton..
i played with him first.. n he is so weak.. keep losing onli.. wakaka
play til around 8 o clock den we change shirt..
den we depart to VI with kaizer n engheng..

reach thr n saw alot ppl.
kinda shock cuz they onli estimate 400++ ppl come bt there is over 500++ ppl goin.. if i m nt mistaken..
congratz to u guys.. u guys did well..
i like the ending.. SUPER GIRL n sorry sorry~
girls.. u all did well too~ VICLU always the best!

sunday~
tiring day! go thr start deco my stalls ady
i m the popiah lou~
sold out eveything le.. geng mou...
happy to hear that i sold out everthing n they say the popiah i cook is nice..
woot~
proud la. wei~~~
haha..
emo for a while den go home.. sleep at 9. sumthing... geng..
dunno wad to write liao..
bb

form 6 orientation..

Finally.. i blog again today.. cuz my 'dear' ask me to.. wakaka..

ok.. form 6 life so far so good..

first day of orientation..

went skul today for registration.. reached skul around 8++ to meet others..

Zi Jian, Chu Shen, Khai Hoe.. all tru victorians~

went to dewan kuliah straight.. saw many CLU-ians la..

the first one- Wai Yuen.. the on who help us register our name.. thx@!

juz some briefing about form 6..

boring duh..

second day..

i skipped it cuz havin driving test..

i failed it!! shit..

i thought i would fail uphill bt nt parking..

bt--- i pass uphill n failed parking..

wad the F!!!!!

i hate it.. juz a little bit onli.. the pengawas oso dun let me pass...

need to pay extra 150 for it

SHIT YOU!!!

pass on the road... bt need to re-take the another three which is uphill, parking n three point turn~

third day~

went orientation again...

alot things happened this day.. n something happened make me so freaking angry..

skip the morning part..

we had a career talk afterward.. is about how to prepare a resume n preparation be4 interview..

alot form 6 went to it.. cuz it is important i think.. wakaka..

HOI LAI is juz so freaking NOISY!! he was juz right behind me.. with beverly..

den its play time..

i thought i could enjoy this until it ends.. bt actually i was wrong.. totally wrong..

first- i need to do alot things for seniors.. it make me feel tired.. bt okok la.. nt the worst one

second- when climbing up the green wall.. i hurt alot when i climb up there.. n i need to carry 6 ppl up n down thr oso...

third- kena say i m ball-less cuz i cant stand on the green wall.. above me is wire u teahc me.. how to stand??? stupid one..

forth- some stupid 'KAKAK' scolded me when i was helping her to do something.. STUPID ass hole! dun need to respect this kind of ppl..

go home straight go fb n scold this stupid 'kakak'..

forth day~~

funniest day ever......

early in the morning.. ru sheong suddenly come n say 'good job engleong...'

i was freaking shock n ask him y~ he replied'everyone has facebook..'

haha..

suddenly, poh come n ask again.. u so tak puas with who?? den i ask again.. how u all know la??

then he replied the same thing as wad ru sheong said... lol!!!

den, another form 6 come n ask again.. bt he reply me the different things... he told me...

''someone print it out n show to us..'' i show this face to him == ... wth~~ who print it out la!!

den we went aerobics exercise.. PN MAHERAN in charge of this...

wad the hell.. the worst dancing i ever seen in my life.. n this aerobic exercise make me so tired...

i wished to skip this for basketball straight.. however, we cant..

went to basketball match with upper six..

lost cuz we gt no pro player.. bt i m happy cuz i scored the first n the onli 3 points during the match~~~ wakaka..

at last.. i pushed by aizat n had three wounds on my hand n legs.. shit!!!

last day of orientation... friday

its closing ceremony today...

ntg much.. juz have some crisis solution section..

den start jamuan ady~~

i won.. lobster man~~!!!!!! second place.. the pic above~~~

ok.. saturday!

gotong-royong..

my class.. i m the onli one who attended to skul.. omg.. i clean my class by my own..

the whole class.. my hand is so pain..

cuz my wound nt recover yet!

den went down n chat with sum yee n inn...

den went petaling street with sum yee, inn n carolyn..

eat wanton mee.. den went home.. finish dy~

-engleong-

blog update??

long time nvr open my blog..
now open it back again becuz of someone..
keep asking to blog blog blog blog n blog..
although i really blur n dunno wad to blog about..
these a days like ntg to do at home..
especially after SPM.. ailess life.. wad to do??
fabebook games are now bored.. no other things to do other than facebook..
currently i m busy with my SPM preparation..
now left chinese paper..

i was thinking- m i right for taking chinese in SPM..
i hope i wont regret..
my target~~ 11A.. straigh As.
wish me good luck den..

chinese is on monday.. still worrying about that bt i really dunno wad to study..
since i nvrl earn n touch or even read it for 4-5 years..
thr are so many idioms for me to memorize..
freaking hard..
left today n tomolo.. onli two days left for me to study n revise..
i m dead..
who else can help me..
anyway.. thx cheong hong for teaching me chinese yesterday..
n oso sze yin.. thx for coming to McD for me to insult..

day b4 this..
CLU gathering... on 10/12
we went one U..
at first.. they come to my house to wait for me..
cuz i was still at home waiting for my brother to fetch me thr..
around 11 sumthing.. den we strat our journey.. wakaka..
we did alot sot thing at 1U..
stupid la they all.. feel malu lol..
stand around the restaurant n look at ppl to cook through the window..
really SS la..

den we went chilli to eat..
so freaking lot ppl thr.. so crowded...
waited for 15 mins then onli we can go in..
order alot thing to eat.. the whole table is all full of food..
bottomless drink bt cannot share...
bt we still share..
lee yen n jia min.. too bad lol.. a CCTV is above us.. thats y we all kantoi..
bt i wonder y onli u both cant refill again a??
face problem.. haha...
den we pay for our bill...
guess how mch we all spend...

RM400++.

the first time.. onli 13 ppl.. lol.. crazy ppl..
walk around to look for christmas present..
guys n girls split into 2 groups..
bt alvin is exception.. he was in the girl's group.. i wonder why..
wakaka.. no offence..
alvin~~~ bu yao~~

then we go watch storm warriors 2..
kind a bored lol..
feel sleepy when watching it..
the script all together nt even 100 sentences.. stupid ryte??
n all the fighting part they pput slow motion.. want us sleep in the cinema mie??
haiz.. disappointed..
i want to watch princess n the frog
n
alvin and the chipmunks 2..

after chinese paper then i m free..
waiting for my lovely CLU trip.. feel so excited.. wooot~~
lets rock during CLU trip man~~

ok. thats all..
ntg to blog ady..
bye.. nitez.

-engleong-
-yy-
-emo king-

bloody hell problem maker.

exam left 21 more days..
however, i m nt yet ready for it..
cuz i m lazy.
n summore so moody..
n today sick make this even worst..

i noe i shuldnt think of it anymore..
bt then it juz cant diappear from my mind..

emo life really sux..
if i really die one day.
i wont feel sad.

is it really important for me..
everyone are so emo becuz of that..
including me..
the main issue of this problem is actually me..
the most stupid n fucked up guy in the world..
the Problem Maker..
i m the Problem maker..!!!!

haiz..
emo??
wad is emo??
now i m nt emo..
is even worst than that..
i gt no feeling.
cant laugh when i m happy
cant cry when i m sad
cant tension when i m worry..

u r nt here when i need u..
bt when u r here.
i dunno how to tell u wad is my problem..
i scare i will make u emo too.