Emo again..

today actually a happy day for me.
cuz i got second place for chinese chess competition which is organized by Victoria Institution Chinese Languange Union.
bt anyway, i m nt really happy with it.
i had played with many of my good frens. it was like i m hurting them.. cuz i had defeated them..
sorry my frens.. bt thx for ur wishes..
tai foong, yeong han, ivan, yie der n oso zi jian.. thx for coming n help me to become the referees and players. Thx for supporting me.. i m glad to know u all..
hope yeong han can win for the next match.. cuz if he win that match.. means the top three are all form 5..
that form one guy really nt bad.. if he play more.. mayb he can win..
haiz.. happiness gone becuz of my brother..
wad his problem.. he dun let me chat with zun zen..
i like to chat with her lol.. u have no right to stop me chatting with her..
this makes me freaking emo n sad..
i really angry at that moment..

ok.. now back to the things i passed today..
today whole day keep on running around the skul..
i was finding puan lee cuz there are sumthing important n urgent i have to do..
i have joined an essay competition although i know that i gt no chance to win at all..
it is really bad... i m not confident at all.. i juz wanna get the marks for cocuriculum..
same as chinese chess competition.. i juz wanna get marks for my co-cu bt then i won.. ver y excited..
if my VI frens read this. sure they will say i lansi... wakaka.. i really feel excited k??
the first time i won le.. of cuz happy la.
gaka is now chatting with me.. she said she feel bored..
wakaka.. bored onli cum n find me.. so sui one.. haha..
anyway.. she is one of my best fren.. she chat with me i feel happy oso de.. n really long time nvr chat through msn liao lol.. she always busy..
next saturday VI CUP interschool chinese chess competition again. i m one of the representative for my skul.. bt then i feel a bit scared although i already represented my skul to play with other skuls last few years.. cuz i m nt really good in this..

dunno wad else to write.. about my love story???
so far i gt no any love story lo.. juz like sumone onli..
i dunno whether i m serious or nt.. bt future cant predict. (this is wad zun zen said)
so, i oso cant talk much here..

ok lol.. gtg.. bb.. update next time.. thx for those who read my blog..