thinking of something

now, thinking of something.. thinking of this song too..
is like really talking about her n me... so embarrasing...
i like the title.. is match with me..
i hate myself..

我不配

这感觉　已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略　你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美
我不配

mayb i had made a wrong decision...
wad i can do is juz forget about this..
n maintain the friendship.. i think..
it really affected our friendship.
y this happened on me..
is all my fault...
i cant blame anyone....
sorry.... i hurted myself...
n i made u annoyed..
i hate myself...