Swear it again!

i swear i will nt emo anymore..
the last promise i sweared for u.
i think this is the hardest challenge in my life..
how can a emo god change to be a un-emo ppl
wakaka..
try! my! best!
sure wil change for u!
no matter wad. i dun want u to suffer again becuz of me
although it sound fake bt it is real..
it is so unbelievable bt u have to believe me..
becuz i m so serious in this..
haha..

one more thing.. i m so childish..
be more mature la!
haha~ i m so old bt still talk n think like a child..
good luck to myself.!

saturday! setapak singing competition
i m scared..
add oil together k?
n dun sad becuz of ur results..!
work harder~ u can do it!
be confident.. this is wad u told me when i m sitting for trial n SPM..
i still remember.. wee~
good luck!

change new template..
enjoy guys n girls..
nitez! bye~

-engleong-

blog~~~

sunday went to chong hwa for some kind of musical stuff..
this is organised by their composing song society if i m nt mistaken..
for wad they have composed..
they were awesome... i like the songs so much bt nt the person..
wakaka..
thx khai ling for leading n guiding us to the hall..
sit thr for one n a half hour..
nt bad.... i like ‘I凋夜曲’and oso 红尘

miss the moment i walk together with u at chong hwa..
i miss eu, i miss the day~

den went ts to find shau cuz need to go leisure mall
i dunno how to go..
sorry shau for making u wait..
luckily can rush thr on time.. otherwise, sure let eng hong scold like hell~~
u know wad..
i almost lost pei wern's touch n go card..
luckily i found it back..
i dropped it outside of the leisure mall!!!
i m so careless...
luckily i found it back.. seriously worry..
if nt, gonna kill by my mum pulak~~~

wen to alvin house afterward.. sing k..
sing quite alot n make me tired..
end up on-9ing with his comp n chat with u. wakaka
bt u ask me to off.. =(
haha.
u very GOOD lol.. my angel in my heart~
i m really tired n slept in the car.. went home i lazy to bath straight away sleep on my bed.. n dun care of anything..
m i dirty?? i think i m.. waakaka

today..
suppose to go Puchong gathering..
bt mum dun let since i go out too often..
boring at home..
waiting for someone to on9..
haha.. u know who is she...
around 2 sumthing... viview reach to teach yen rhu n eng heng piano..
for their performance during maxwell comp..
i still owe u one piano song... i onli know how to play with right hand..
left hand de i dunno yet la.~~~
wanna hear?? i promised u for a year bt i nvr play for u be4..
cuz everytime oso something will happen de lo.. wakaka
or.. u play for me la~ wakaka
around 3 sumthing.. clement reached n we watch tv first cuz i din watch that yesterday...
we start singing at 3.30.. n he keep looking for old song to sing..
oppsss.. nt old bt classic~~~
wakaka..
i sing badly today!
i wont gv any excuse anymore..
nt that i sick or the PA is nt good
i juz cant sing well becuz of my skills of singing
i muz train more n ask for more comment..
bt not for these few days..
i think i shuld rest for few days
den onli i will sing again...

i like to sing..
bt u r more important than singing..
i keep go upstairs n downstairs to see whether u back home ady or nt.. crazy dao~
at last.. mum back.. n keep everything.. then they went home after eating..
n i slept becuz i sick.. FLU...
stupid flu.! hate it~
thats all for today~ bb

放风筝的小孩与风的出现。

''有时候，有时候
我会相信一切有尽头。
相聚离开都有时候。
没有什么会永垂不朽。''

脑海忽然浮现这首歌的歌词。
仿佛在告诉我，快进入坏心情的状态。
其实，有时候，回想起以前我们一起的日子。
真的还挺甜蜜的。还有一些暗爽的感觉。
我知道，我是傻佬。 哈哈

最近发现一个非常好的发泄方式。
我不会再让别人为我的事而烦恼。
尤其是我最深爱的女人。
我学会用书写方式，来舒缓自己的心情。
今天，在学校，写完了以后，就把它想象成垃圾一样。
把不开心的东西，全都丢进垃圾桶内。
果然，心情是好很多。
我会用尽不同的方式。
使自己活得更好。
因为那是对你的承诺。

写了‘放风筝的小孩与风的出现’
或许我的文采不够好。
不然的话我一定会很想要哭。
哈哈。
但答应过的， 我一定会做得到。

ok, well..
i m sick today.. n i m getting tired after type this blog by using chinese software..
so now i decided to use english to continue my post..
today is the first day of skul after the HOLIDAYS!!!!!
wad a tiring holidays i had in my study life~
although this is nt the first time..
bt still.. after 6 months of rest after SPM.. nvr get involve in this for 6 months..
surely will feel abit tired..
bt then at least i had a lot of fun!
i miss sunday so much...

p.s
Zun Zen~
the restaurant is called FOOD N TEA~
haha.. mayb will upload the photo de.. if u dun mind others talk about it??

read the 'crappy' letter ady la..
for u mayb is crap.. bt for me thats isnt crap at all la..
i will keep it beside me.. leave it beside me when i m sleeping.. everday!~~
wakaka..
i love you~
n really thanks cuz i know u care about my feeling that day~
i m fine.. really ntg ady.. DUN GEK ME~~~
i scare ady la..

end here k?? ntg to write ady.. misseu~

-engleong-

saturday- VI gathering sunday- charity bazaar~~

wad a wonderful is this..
saturday.. a great n big day for all VICTORIAN CLU-ians..
VI first gathering.. the day i waited for so long n finally it reaches..
wake up at 7.00 o clock n call crystal chan pui wen at 7.15.. she wants my morning call!
wakaka
happy?? wake u up ady.

went to sentul skul to prepare something..
n bro ask lichen, wai n ken kiam go thr earlier to play badminton..
i played with him first.. n he is so weak.. keep losing onli.. wakaka
play til around 8 o clock den we change shirt..
den we depart to VI with kaizer n engheng..

reach thr n saw alot ppl.
kinda shock cuz they onli estimate 400++ ppl come bt there is over 500++ ppl goin.. if i m nt mistaken..
congratz to u guys.. u guys did well..
i like the ending.. SUPER GIRL n sorry sorry~
girls.. u all did well too~ VICLU always the best!

sunday~
tiring day! go thr start deco my stalls ady
i m the popiah lou~
sold out eveything le.. geng mou...
happy to hear that i sold out everthing n they say the popiah i cook is nice..
woot~
proud la. wei~~~
haha..
emo for a while den go home.. sleep at 9. sumthing... geng..
dunno wad to write liao..
bb