Music is a part of my life..

wad is music??
is it important for everone in the world?? I DUNNO..
haha..
the onli thing that i m sure is.. for me.. MUSIC IS A PART OF MY LIFE..
i love music..
when reading, sleeping. driving, travelling, doing homework, studying..

these days, i asked my fren to teach me piano.
since my mum dun let me to go some music centres to learn..
so i m forced to ask my fren to lend a hand.. haha..
thx chee keong for teaching me how to read the notes..
now at least i learn a bit about the basic..
the first song i know how to play is HAPPY BIRTHDAY.. learn together with Mooi..
the next song i wanna learn..
RIVER FLOWS IN YOU...
i know she likes this song so much..
learn this juz becuz of her..
hope i can learn it as soon as possible..
so that i can play for her.. hehe..
this is my next target besides academic..

yesterday was open day.. bt too bad i m nt goin for that..
i went Maxwell to get my brother's report card..
my mum is nt free on that day.. so she cant help me to get mine..
i dunno about my position in class..
bt whole form i got 28th.. haiz.. wad a bad result..
from 7(last year) drop to 28... sad!!
i muz get into top ten in the next exam, and oso trial..
WAITING FOR YOU...

SPM.. 11 A1..
My main target...
STUDY HARD, STUDY SMART...
Be Confident..

Sporty day~~

kinda hyper day today..
woke up earlier today n read the message that sent me by Zun Zen yesterday.
bt sorry for din reply cuz i slept ady the moment u sent me the message..
as usual, woke up at 5 am to help my mum to do some works..
went to skul at 6.45am. reached skul at 7.00 am
mayb i was too tired yesterday n laugh alot after the SOTSOT zun zen sent me the 'cute bear'(for zz) or 'blur bear'(for me)..
haha.. it doesnt move n i was starring at the multimedia meesage for few minutes..
n i replayed it several times bt still... THE BEAR IS STARRING AT ME...
it doesnt move at all.. laugh until my stomach pain..
back to today story..
mayb i was too tiring today so i slept in my class oso.. i cant even open my eyes..
is like a force keep closing my eyes..
den lines started.. n i was forced to go for the STUPID lines..
YUCKS.. waste my time onli..
after lines.. class started oso.. today is freaking free until i can play cards n chess in the class for the whole day..
this is one of the reason y i hate this skul.. cuz there are always no teacher in the class n we cannot learn anything in the skul..
suddenly.. when i stood up.. my phone vibrated.. i wonder who will sms me in the early morning..
i thought it was juz a meesage that sent by DIGI centre..
bt i was wrong.. it was ZUN ZEN.. shock me.. suddenly onli..
haha.. she having open days today bt she feel bored??
i wanted to chat with her bt she dun let cuz she knew my relief tacher was in the class..
ok lol den...

to my dearest ZZ:
suan lol.. dun want to chat with me.. sad liao. EMO~~ haha..

den stop for a while i was doin add maths paper work..
the hand out that given by the relief tacher... SEMANGAT Betul..
we did for few questions den we stop.. CUZ teacher left.. haha..
den we continue our 'HEART' (a kind of poker games. exist in ur pc) time.
hehe..

during recess time,
today really quiet.. the canteen quite until can hear the sound when a needle drop on the floor..
it was freaking quiet..
there is onli 10++ students at the canteen..
WTF.. n i can buy my food very fast since i dun need to queue.. haha..
bt i wanna make it clear here..
i din cut queue.. nobody thr so i can buy food in a very short time..
i m a good boy ok??
den went back to my class n had my breakfast thr..
continue my HEART journey..
after recess.. thr was a lines again.. HATE IT..
Fly to library n wait until the line finish..
then walked back to class with Chu Shen..
Oh no.. english period.. wad a boring subject..
luckily she din teach today cuz we have to arrange the table n chair for tomolo..
tomolo is our open days.. bt too bad.. i m nt goin.. cuz my parents is nt free..
is nt a bad thing.. i got bad results.. i dun want to get my results..
drop from top 10 to 19.. sad.. i admit i really din do well in the last exam..
STUDY HARD.. i muz stuck myself into top 10 in the next exam n oso TRIAL..
few months to go..

after skul...
attended to CLU meeting..
the first meeting with all the members who already pass the interview..
i was acting a vase during the meeting.. my brother is the onli one who talked in the meeting..
haha.. everyone was quiet n listen to wad he say..
n i, the second job for me.. CAMERAMAN.. i was helping him to take photo during the meeting..
n finally i reaslise.. i m nt a VASE.. haha..

after the meeting.. went to basketball court n played with erica for a while..
my shooting is bad n my shooting under the ring is nt as good as last time..
muz train more.. mayb becuz of nt playing for three months...
den went back to form six block n play badminton with my brother n lower sixes..
all of us are crazy during this moments..
is the first time i played with CLU AJK in this year..
nvr have this feeling b4..
haha..
good!!!!

after games.
all of us went NAI NAI(Pudu) to have our lunch..
13 ppl went thr.. i followed my brother car to go..
after finished den all of us went home..
n now i m really tired..
so gtg..
is it counted as a HAPPY post?? zz??
haha..
bb lol..
blog next time..(bt dunno when)

-emo king-
-yy-
-useless-
-yiong yiong-

i realise that i nvr put my real name b4 everytime i post a blog..
n lastly
-eng leong-

Sorry all my frens

i m hurted..
all my fren leave me..
jz because i love her..
i nvr leave u all behind..
juz that i dun want u all to ask me about that anymore..
i m stress..
even i myself dunno wad to do oso...
sorry if i hurted u all.. u all r my frens..
forever ever..
n never leave u all behind.. sorry...

Cheong hong. GOod Luck in ur competition..
and SORRY

Gaka.. sorRy.. mayb i really make u angry..
forgive me pls..

SORRY EVERYONE... pls forgive wad i have done...
i really stress n sad..
juz gv me some time.. THX

wad a sad day..

i m actually now waiting for someone to on..
bt that person din on... so bad..
i m sick.. i wanna chat with the person so that i cant currently forget about my health status..
i cant sleep now.. i know once i sleep.. i wont know whether the person is on9 or off9 later..

now i m really tired.. bt dun ask me to rest.. i dun want..
juz feel a bit suffer because of FLU...
hope is nt H1N1.. as i know, it is nt that easy to get H1N1 too..

finally.. i got the song that i want to use for that competition..
feel a bit excited.. feel free now.. cuz i dun need to worry about it anymore.,
bt i feel like damn free until bored now..
can find sumthing for me to do??
nothing to do..!!!!! OMG...
as u all know i sick... so i cant practise songs, i cant concentrate on study today.. n i dun want to sit in front of the TV n watch shows... i wanna chat with that person.. LOL.. pls..

haiz.. sad la.. mayb the person went tuition today so the person cant on9 today..
haiz.. emo-ing..
wad a sux day...
gtg
bb

-emo king-
-useless-
-yy-
-yiong yiong-

haha.. wao.. sri petaling day.

yesterday.. went out to sri petaling with my best best best VICLU 07/08 committee..
we planned to go many places.. to chit chat.. to talk about our happy moments and lastly to meet those who going to redang soon.
haha.... very happy for the whole day because i had release out all my stress?? mayb..
firstly, we all went to McD to have our lunch since all of us were hungry.. especially Kar Mun.. she is complaining about y we went down to the McD floor so late..
made her wait for us wait for us n she is really hungry.. I think!!
haha... we all were bullying Sam cuz he is the youngest among all of us..
we juz want him to buy food for us.. bt we failed.. cuz our Miss President: Lee Xin Li... knew it n scold us.. wakaka..
we FAILED..
n lastly.. i m the one who go n buy for them. so cham.. kena bully pulak..
bt at least.. all my frens- Sam, Alvin, Theen Meng and Khai Hsuen follow me to the counter thr too..
cuz one ppl cant carry so many set of MC Chicken lol...
summore khai hsuen want ice cream.. how i hold for him..
actually at first when i saw toong piew i feel a bit weird.. we like din know each other n feel so strange.. haiz.. a bit sad lol..
actualy i predict it ady one.. who wont feel that if u fall in love with a same gal.. i think u will hate him lol.. bt of cuz i wont.. cuz i know we r still HENG DAI..
he came to the counter n ask sumone to accmpany im to the toilet.. bt too bad. all of us dun want go.. he is asking alvin to go.. ofcuz.. as a zat ppl KING. i surely will zat him lol..
wad is said to piew is: u ask alvin o with u oso useless, SHE goin women toilet bt going men toilet.. then everyone laughing.. and as usual. alvin kick me n hit my body..
NOT PAIN AT ALL.. haha..
after we ad ur lunch.. we went out n check for the schedule of the Karaoke...
the karaoke name is called as 'E-Box'. nvr hear b4..
bt very cheap. i like the price.. n summore can sing for so long..
wait until 3.oo o clock. we went into the k room n sing k lol..
i sang many many songs that day.. bt too bad.. all emo n sad songs...
thx ah piew.. no one praise me like that b4.. i sing very well n full of mood.. (This is wad ah piew told me)
haha.. sing until my throat pain n the place is cold.. made everyone feel cold thr.. they took our shirt as thier JACKET.. so bad la u all..
after 3 hours, we went out from the k room..
n all the gals n alvin n also theen meng said they wanna go back.. OMG.. so early.
luckily, nicholas n wai xiang reached at that moment.. two more ppl come n play with us..
we went n play bowling thr.. at first we were actually plan to go and play bowling bt there was a competition, so we cant play..
luckily the second time we go the competition ended on time.. so we can..
after 10 times of throwing the bowling out to the lane.. the results came out..
i m the last with the points- 100.. ngam ngam..
so cham.. cuz i missed my last ball.. thats y i lost.. AH!!!
as long as we ad fun thr.. after that we went STATION KOPITIAM to have our dinner.
everyone was looking for some cheap food to eat cuz we spend all our money b4 that.. WE ARE POOR..
we crapped a lot in the station kopitiam..about SEX.. wakaka.. no la.. is juz about BIOLOGY... we r juz joking by using that topic..
i talked freaking loud n made others look at us.. i DUN CARE.. i m a SCIENCE student.. is normal for me..
haha.. den we went toong piew house to chat..
we talked about our own secret in his grandma room..
everyone dun dare to say it out.. WE ARE FREN.. we muz share it lol..
toong piew is the first one who share his love story with us..
he really geng.. 3 hours os cant finish his love story.. we all saturated u lol.. wakaka..
n then khai hsuen is the second one.. he feel very sad lo... n we all r trying to comfort him...
i m third one.. walao. i almost cry.. luckily i din..
we chat from 7 pm til 5 am.. geng le....
then onli we sleep... we wake up at 10 o clock n chat again.. until 12.00 onli we go a mamak restaurant to have our BREAKFAST.. wakaka..we chat agin thr until 2o clock then we went home.. AH piew... u lied to us.. sri petaling station is futher than bukit jalil station...
bt it is safer.... dun forget our next dating oo.. go out n play badminton together.. haha...
Really thx a lot to all my frens..
u all comfort me n try to help me to reduce my stress in that kind of thing..
we really had a lot of fun that day..
miss u all so much...
ok..
gtg.
bb..

-emo ing-
-useless-
-yy-
-yiong yiong-

happy post?? yea.. i m happy when i m thinking of this..

I feel happy.. wakaka
Like a kangaroo jumping around the jungle
Oooo.. cuz she ask me to post sumthing happy be4 she go to Singapore..
v made many many promises today.
erm, promised her.. i will fulfill wad i have told her today..
Zzzzz. a bit bored actually..
u r the onli one i love
no one can replace u.
Zzz.. hope that u wont sscold me after u read this..
Emo king is happy when he think of this.
no matter wad happen.. he will always be with u..

i feel happy when i think of this..
really..

STUPID!!!!

i m stupid again..
i really regret for wad i had done
for wad i had told her..
i thought that frenz should frank to each other, especially to the one u love..
bt actually is nt.. i was wrong..
totally wrong... is this call stupid mind???
wad the hell.. the theory that i always believe was wrong..

she is down, sad n moody now..
but i cant do anything for her..
all my frens are now feel very annoyed..
i feel like alienated by them..
i feel lonely..
i m the Mr. lonely...

i hate wad i had done..
i hate the decision that i made..
i hate myself.. i hate to be a human..
i hate myself to have feeling..

i cant stop myself to care about u..
u shuld understand.. eventhough i know my chance is low.. freaking low.. or mayb NO Chance at all..
bt, i still love u..
wad i can do now is protect u n try to make u hyper all the time..
bt seems like u dun blive me..
seems like u r avoiding from me..
i feel sad..
really hurt..
i m HURTED.. u know.. T_T

hate myself to fall in love with u..
make u sad.
make u moody all the time.
make u annoyed.
make u suffer.
make u stress.

is not my fault??
NONO.. is all MY fault..

suprise? happy? sad? emo!!!!

suprised!!! ya.. today really suprised..
today actually we were planned to go out n play(khai hsuen, pei wern n i),
reached lrt at 12.30pm n waiting for khai hsuen.
n then we walked to ts together cuz hsuen told me pei wern was already thr..
we went up to the third floor since pei wern was thr n waiting for us..
i called her n she told me she was juz opposite S&J.
i saw she was with someone.. bt i cant recognize that gal face cuz i din wear spectacles.
walked to her n finally i saw the gal face..
thats ZUN ZEN.... scare me.. i thought she said she goin Singapore today??
how come she was here?? i was shocked n dunno wad to say..
den onli i know, actually hsuen n wern knew that yesterday..
they planned to lie to me.. n gv me a BIG BIG SUPRISE..
bt then..
i m nt very happy..
not because i dun want to meet ZZ..
although it is really good for me bt since i always think negatively..
n u all dunno wad i m thinking..
so, i feel sad.... emo.. for the whole day..
i din talk much today.. went to pavilion to watch movie..
we nvr plan anything so all of us are blur.. n dunno wad movie to watch..
n finally, we had made a decision..
we watch 17 AGAIN...
bt very hard to watch cuz we sat at the first row.. my eyes are freaking pain while watching that movie..
then wern go home lol..
follow by ZZ.. she went home by her mum's car..
then hsuen n i went TS n planned to play pool thr..
bt too bad, it was full...
den we walked for a while n have a break at oldtown..
we chat a lot.. talked about our secret???
haha.. until 8 pm...
no mood to blog.. simply draft something onli..
as long as readers understand den can ady..
if u all dun understand i cant do anything oso.. my english is bad..


i know. mayb u treat me as a fren
bt i will nvr give up if u din hurt me badly..
i rather u hurt me than now i feel so suffer..
i cant stand this anymore..
teach me.. wad can i do..

thinking of something

now, thinking of something.. thinking of this song too..
is like really talking about her n me... so embarrasing...
i like the title.. is match with me..
i hate myself..

我不配

这感觉　已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略　你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美
我不配

mayb i had made a wrong decision...
wad i can do is juz forget about this..
n maintain the friendship.. i think..
it really affected our friendship.
y this happened on me..
is all my fault...
i cant blame anyone....
sorry.... i hurted myself...
n i made u annoyed..
i hate myself...

wad a sad n boring day!!!

woke up at 6 today.. helped my mum to do work ma.. wad to do. she asked me to do.. cant say NO..
reached home at 2 something.. tiring!~~
think of something that make me emo for few days.....
bt luckily, the things had settled by myself..

FRIENDS shuldnt lie to each other. muz tell everything frankly..

this is wad i get from this case...

reached home den straight away on9..
found out that ZZ is on9 too.. haha.. luckily... if nt i dunno i on for wad.. cuz no one i can chat with besides her, pei wern n CH.. hehe..
bt then still feel bored..
cuz after that thing happened. i feel a bit scare to chat with her... wakaka..

friendship is it very hard to maintain...???
my answer: NO!!!! i will maintain it as well...

boring le.. now ZZ having lunch.. chatting with pei wern..
she feel so sad onli de!!! wakaka.. dun feel sad lol..

ok lol.. thats all... will blog SOON or mayb next month??? wakaka..
gtg
bb

-emo king-
-useless-
-yy-

终极天团

Victoria Scout Group 33rd Annual Parents Campfire

Date : 4th July 2009
Venue : Quadrangle of Victoria Institution
Time : 1930 hours- 2330 hours

Attendance with full scout attire : RM 7
Attendance without full scout attire : RM 10

Finally, it is with highest hope and regard that you celebrate with us in this symbolic campfire which marks the 100th year of Victorian scouting. All are welcomed.

Khai hsuen ask me to post this..
so who wanna attend for this activity.. please contact him..
because i m nt scout.. hehe..

haiz...... emo day

juz very hard to say i lovc u
i got no mood to type blog today..
juz dissapointed..
sorry for making u sad..
i feel guilty.. i shuldnt tell u about this..
sorry...

i m really a stupid shit..
useless bastard..
totally a rubbish...

EMO king is really emo for today.. if gt nothing pls dun find me
i gt ntg to say to u all.. sorry..

pics that we took today!!!

wao.. happy day..

i m very tired actually bt still.. have to post something here la..
since all my friends said i nvr update my blog for so long..
kena scold by few friends ady, dunno create blog for wad..
as a decoration for my pc or?? stupid!!!!
wakaka..
today.. very happy... although i feel very tired..
rehearsal for gathering today.. i reached skul around 7 sumthing after i helped my mum to work..
feel pancit lol.. tired.. dying..
slept at 1 o clock yesterday because i attended to my cousin wedding party..
my brother n i were sleeping in the car for one hour while waiting for my ajk..
den luckily form six block is opened.. we went up n sleep inside..
wakaka..the conclusion for today morning.. slept for the whole morning...
when 9 0 clock, we all started our practise.. dunno wad happened to all of us.. forgot all the dancing steps..
luckily Sam remember a bit then we can refresh our mind n practise onli.. if nt. sure die lol..
around 9.30 o clock, everyone were nt here yet
i felt so angry y they all haven reached here yet.. they told me the practise start at 8 bt they reached skul around 9.45?? wad the!!!
haiz.. sad la..
the i went LRT for a while to pick Zun Zen they all to my skul.. saw kuku n Kat thr oso.. we walked thr together..
quite bored today.. cuz i need to run here run thr.. run around the whole skul cuz SBU need to do the decoration in the hall bt cant
because our skul having another activity tomolo..
after teach them how to do the backdrop..
play badminton n basketball for a while lol..
play with chee keong n yeong han they all..
wakaka.. have a lot fun lol..
some sad thing happended today.. CBN performance.. some problems occured.. bt i hope they can settle it as soon as possible..
after rehearsal.. went TS with zun zen and a new friend, Pei Wern..
she also a pro singer.. wao... i know two pro singer this year.. how nice..
wakaka...
so happy.. went gasonline to have our lunch.. take photo together sommore..
a lot photo we all took..
we felt very very very cold thr..
wakaka... so funny wei both of them.. SS-ing..
n i sesated.. cuz i dunno wad they were talking about..
since i din attend to their one day camp..
once again.. soli Zun Zen.. nt i dun want to go bt is juz that i cant go.. so soli..
we walked around in ts to buy things...
both of them are shopaholic lol.. scare me.... buy so many things...
especially zun zen!!! wakaka... bag, phone straps, n so on...
wakaka.. really like a monster.. see wad den buy it onli... wakaka..
bt got one thing really attract me.. THE BREAD!!! so nice.. Coffee flavour de bread..
like real one onli.... who create that la.. so geng one!!!!
den we went home lol.. zun zen went home with their family
n i went home with that leng lui, pei wern lol... we went LRT station together.
she sesated.. haha.. she actually wanna go Bukit jalil bt she went in ampang line and reached miharja bt she dunno until i called her!!!
she really blur la.... bt luckily she reached her mum office safely..
if not.. ZUN ZEN WILL KILL ME..

ok lol.. thats all for today,, lazy to post la.. simply write something onli..
gtg
bb
-emo king-
-yy-
-useless-