8/28 one day camp and 8/29 best memories...

28/8..
went to SBS for one day camp.. i roughly talk about this since my memories nt really clear about that day..
had a lot fun especially the water game!
enjoy it so much..
SS alot..
thx to all the VI campers too..
thats y we can SS one gang bt nt i SS alone.. haha
well.
my dearest meiSSSSS- caryn and wei xin!
u both did well.. proud of u~
haha. =)
went home n feel tired..! reached home around 9 sumthing i think..
n i was too tiring den slept at 10 sumthing after i take bath.
thats all about SBS one day camp..
thx to AMANDA LEONG, SUE FEN, SHARON, EUNICE(My faci), JINNIE and so on too.
PAISEH.. too many i cant list out one by one.~

29/8
nt really in good mood actually..
bt, SOMEONE has made me feel so much better..
thats u lol.. who else~
first experience- webcam with her. haha.
happy lol~ i really hyper alot when webcam with her..
summore when she showed her serious face~ i feel more funny..
*when she is doin maths. solving the ques. haha
i will always remember yesterday!!!!

29 of august! the best day~ the most memorable day!

Kuantan trip~

went to kuantan this last saturday!
family trip.. went thr together with my aunt n uncle..
we went thr by car.. i think we took around 5 hours to reach thr..
we departed at 6am.. bt reach SG. lembing around 10 sumthing..
* sg lembing bt nt kuantan.. ==
damn it.. sit until my buttock pain.. =(

haha.. however.. finally we reach kuantan n go to the first destination..
the water park at kuantan..
this water park juz opened..

the first pic i took over thr..

in front of the gift shop of the water park.. things inside nt really nice.. no wonder so quiet..

afterward, we played thr...

kinda fun.. enjoyed it so much.. bt tiring! haha

the last photo we took over thr..

family photo~~~

went to muzium sungai lembing be4 the water park..

haha.. sorry readers.. forget about the schedule..

these are the photos we took at the muzium.

my mum n bros~! the girl my bro holding is actually my cousin..

the next photo..

the arrangement- i arrange one le!! nice le~~ so artistic~

the pic we took inside..

thr are two mirror facing each othr.. wad a nice scene for us to shoot~

bros!!

another pic took together with my elder bros...

i like the lighting effect~!

the next one.. this is our 5 bros photo!!!!

haha.. nice!~~~~

after that, went to the ostrict farm juz nearby the muzium~~~

the first solo pic i took thr~

the first solo photo with ostrict~!!!

second day of kuantan trip~!!

we went eat here n thr over n over again..

this day is the most suffering day..

although we din go anywhere..

bt u know wad??/

we really eat den sit den eat den sit over n over again!

this is damn tiring n make me damn freaking full!!!!

oh no!

haha...

after that, went to the woohoo movie de beach~~~

this is it!!!

5 models taking photo together..~~

nice ryte?? i noe i m the ugliest inside..

bt please dun insult me! haha

jump!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the small kid is my cousin too~~

the second solo pic i took for the trip~

went to a shop which sells seafood near the beach~

n i found this!!!!! woohoo~~~

the poster with all their signature~~ took togehter with bro!!!

nice~~~ hehe

after that~ we went n eat again!

see.. our whole day schedule is onli buy, sit n eat!

haha~ nice bt really SAN FU~~~ haha

anyway!! long time nvr play until like this anymore..

i enjoyed so much~!!! n during the day!! i miss her so much!!! haha

thats all for the trip..

enjoy reading!~

-engleong-

the past~

past? wad is past?
is it everything that happened be4 now known as past?
well.. mayb it is..
oh no.. according to my english teacher, she said definitely yes.
ok, i forced to answer all my question with past tense whenever i saw the words 'yesterday,long time ago, 5 minutes before, wad so ever...''
however, in my real life.. i juz dun care about that.
even the thing that passed LONG TIME AGO. i will still think that thing just happen..
n never forget about that..
no matter good stuff or bad..
mayb ppl will say i m good in memorising, bt thr are ppl who think in a negative way.
cuz i will remember wad u all did to me.. no matter good or bad..! haha

YESTERDAY..
my mood is exactly from 100% dropped immediately to 10-20%.
i feel very happy when i meet her. haha.
bt my face really showed damn boring..
i m a hyperactive ppl.. once i stop talking, i will be like that..
so dun worry, i wasnt emo yesterday~ haha..
n promised u be4.. nowadays, very hard to emo..
y dropped?? i m nt gonna talk about it.. eventhough it was still new in my mind..
i juz wan to let the sad past pass~~ go away from my mind~~
i need to stay happy~~ =) hope i can!!!

TODAY!!!
my mood was still ok..
ntg much about today..
juz getting back my exam paper..
so far everything still ok.. i got three of my papers ady..
first-chemistry-77%
second- maths T- 85%
third- Pengajian Am- 92%
high ryte??? haha.
i wonder if i let my classmate to see this..
they will say i satay(chuan!) again
waiting for my bio paper.. the most scary paper..
the first time i sit for bio until i scare i will fail it..
wish me lucks!
and most importantly!!!
she is gonna on9 today.. WEE~~~~~~~~

p.s- i scare i gt ntg to say. haha..
later make u feel boring..
i dun dare to tell u this. scare u scold me
dun think so much a. i m nt emo.
juz worrying. haha~

-engleong-

1 and a half year~

its already 1 and a half year i fallen in love with a girl..

this time period does not consider long nor short..

i dunno why. i just cant give up her.

n i promised n swore, i will love her forever..

friends always tell me.. do not say it so early..

but i m juz hoping that i can do it for someone i love.

yesterday night, i was not emo. i cant emo.

bt u were. u told me the reason. i dunno how to cheer u up.

i think i make ur mood more down?? m i?

y i cant gv up on u?

mayb juz becuz of things we went through.

the problems that we used to solve together, face to face..

not avoiding each other.. when problems occurred

n i think this have strengthen my love for you.

this is y i cant gv u up? haha.

know wad is my bfday wish on that day??

* i wish the one who stand beside me on that day will always stay happy. n i could cheer her up whenever she feel stress or emo.

* our academic.

* we will have a good future..

hope my wishes will come true in one day~

ok. well.

waiting for ur blog.. haha

-engleong-

拒绝。。

拒绝一个人，
真的是不好受。
尤其是要拒绝一个曾经视为最要好的朋友。
当然，现在也是。
只不过有些事往往就必须二选一。
而不幸的是，你是被拒绝的那一位。
我很对不起你，该在之前就好讲清楚。
直到现在，我不能再那么自私。
你可以找到更好的。
或许在见面，我们都会很尴尬。
但我们还是好友。永远的好友。

拒绝=挣扎
诚实=残忍
欺骗=自私

在爱情里，并没有对与错。
只有爱与不爱。
我很相信这一句话。
爱一个人并没有错，唯有选错了该爱的对象。

说再见，是为了以后在想见的时候。
可以用这一个词语。来作为结尾。
永远都能再相见。

朋友。对不起。

absent!

suppose to go to skul today morning bt end up sleeping at home..
y?
i m nt lazy duh.. i stomachache in the morning..
i had it since yesterday bt i nvr care about it..
thats y today morning still pain..
bt at last had medicine den sleep again..
stomachache cure.. n now flu attacks me..
bad day la wei.. i wanna study! exam coming soon!
let me study please..
after i blog will be studying for the whole day?
mayb.. haha.
sometimes i really beh tahan den come here n on9!
haha. anyway~
juz a short post today..
bye~

-engleong-

days before exam..

wad do u think about me these days..
ya.. i did change alot.
i thought it was a achivement in my life..
u know? i hardly change myself juz becuz of u.
y?
the power of love? ya..i think so..
mayb for others this is wad they call stupid becuz i fall in love with someone i dunno she love me or not.. n i dun even know.. will i get what i want..
however, i m sure wad i wan n i dun care about the results..
no matter good or bad.. as long as i enjoy now..
everything is fine.
this is wad i always think
bt things that very hard to carry on in my life.

n sumtimes..
thing juz go worse n worst when good thing juz onli happened..
yesterday....
i dun want to talk about it anymore..
i really scare when u din reply me at all..
u said u r nt angry with me. of cuz i feel relief after u say that..
bt wad ur did after that is actually making me confuse n doubt that wad u said is true or juz lying to me..
finally.. u miss call me at 10 n i called u.
happy when the moment we talk..
i totally forget about wad happen between my brother n i..
n i juz wanna chat with u happily..
this is wad i wan n wad i think when i m talking to u in phone..
the time i chat with u.. i was smiling for the whole conversation..

n finally.. 4 hours ago..
i sms-ed u. bt u din reply..
r u sleeping?
r u busy?
r u still angry?
do u love me?

i dun dare to ask anymore question to u.
everything seem to be obstacles to me..

bt.. these cant stop me from loving u.
many ppl will nt believe this..
including u.
u will be the last person i love in my life..
cuz i believe that
if u accept, i will love you forever.
if u refuse, i will nt wanna get hurt anymore..

-engleong-

bfday party

now onli blog about it ...
as these few days i m nt really have the mood to blog..
well... back to the day of our bfday~
depart at 5 sumthing from house to lrt..
den straight to pandan jaya with sam n amanda.
waiting for kha hsuen to fetch us to Zun zen house~
haha.. thought khai hsuen know how to go.. bt actually he did nt know..
==
spend 2 hours to reach her house i think?
n at that moment i already gastric n tired..
half dead....
reach thr.. den start eating..
heating the chickens wings.
n eat...

din really eat much..
dunno y..
no appetite gua~
den chit chat a while with zun zen~ n force her to sit with me to accompany me..
wakaka..

after that. go in her house n chat with kaizer n xintao.
wern n khai hsuen too~
nt bad chatting with u guys..
talked alot with leo lai. n this make me abit emo.. cuz he ask me alot about those stuff...
==

then its time to cut cake..
made wishes... wanna know?? wakaka
dun wanna tell!~
well.. eat cake n then finish...

thats the summary for bfday celebration..
thx for everyone who wishes me..
thx for everyone who gv me presents,

=) i love ur presents.. i keep it n din use.. wakaka.. i scare i spoilt it..=)

-engleong-

我说过，我会以微笑来对待每一件事。

忽然，想起了这一句话。
在回家的路途中。想起以前对他许过的承诺。
我知道，很多很多，都是还没实现。
甚至，有些是根本没有完成到的。
但有一件事，我想了很久。
也很肯定，我是不会放弃的。
就是改变自己。
我不曾想过要放弃。
因为我知道你不会想要看到我难过的样子。
我更不想你因为我的难过，而勾起你的伤悲。
所以，我说，我会以微笑来对待每一件事。

wad i wanna express is finally finish.
i read my previous post n i saw 'swear it again'
this post reminded me about wad i had promised..
mayb i juz need to calm down myself so that i can think clearly..
n no matter wad happen.. juz like wad i said above.
我会以微笑来对待每一件事。

=)
will blog about our bfdays party!~

-engleong-