放风筝的小孩与风的出现。

''有时候，有时候
我会相信一切有尽头。
相聚离开都有时候。
没有什么会永垂不朽。''

脑海忽然浮现这首歌的歌词。
仿佛在告诉我，快进入坏心情的状态。
其实，有时候，回想起以前我们一起的日子。
真的还挺甜蜜的。还有一些暗爽的感觉。
我知道，我是傻佬。 哈哈

最近发现一个非常好的发泄方式。
我不会再让别人为我的事而烦恼。
尤其是我最深爱的女人。
我学会用书写方式，来舒缓自己的心情。
今天，在学校，写完了以后，就把它想象成垃圾一样。
把不开心的东西，全都丢进垃圾桶内。
果然，心情是好很多。
我会用尽不同的方式。
使自己活得更好。
因为那是对你的承诺。

写了‘放风筝的小孩与风的出现’
或许我的文采不够好。
不然的话我一定会很想要哭。
哈哈。
但答应过的， 我一定会做得到。

ok, well..
i m sick today.. n i m getting tired after type this blog by using chinese software..
so now i decided to use english to continue my post..
today is the first day of skul after the HOLIDAYS!!!!!
wad a tiring holidays i had in my study life~
although this is nt the first time..
bt still.. after 6 months of rest after SPM.. nvr get involve in this for 6 months..
surely will feel abit tired..
bt then at least i had a lot of fun!
i miss sunday so much...

p.s
Zun Zen~
the restaurant is called FOOD N TEA~
haha.. mayb will upload the photo de.. if u dun mind others talk about it??

read the 'crappy' letter ady la..
for u mayb is crap.. bt for me thats isnt crap at all la..
i will keep it beside me.. leave it beside me when i m sleeping.. everday!~~
wakaka..
i love you~
n really thanks cuz i know u care about my feeling that day~
i m fine.. really ntg ady.. DUN GEK ME~~~
i scare ady la..

end here k?? ntg to write ady.. misseu~

-engleong-

saturday- VI gathering sunday- charity bazaar~~

wad a wonderful is this..
saturday.. a great n big day for all VICTORIAN CLU-ians..
VI first gathering.. the day i waited for so long n finally it reaches..
wake up at 7.00 o clock n call crystal chan pui wen at 7.15.. she wants my morning call!
wakaka
happy?? wake u up ady.

went to sentul skul to prepare something..
n bro ask lichen, wai n ken kiam go thr earlier to play badminton..
i played with him first.. n he is so weak.. keep losing onli.. wakaka
play til around 8 o clock den we change shirt..
den we depart to VI with kaizer n engheng..

reach thr n saw alot ppl.
kinda shock cuz they onli estimate 400++ ppl come bt there is over 500++ ppl goin.. if i m nt mistaken..
congratz to u guys.. u guys did well..
i like the ending.. SUPER GIRL n sorry sorry~
girls.. u all did well too~ VICLU always the best!

sunday~
tiring day! go thr start deco my stalls ady
i m the popiah lou~
sold out eveything le.. geng mou...
happy to hear that i sold out everthing n they say the popiah i cook is nice..
woot~
proud la. wei~~~
haha..
emo for a while den go home.. sleep at 9. sumthing... geng..
dunno wad to write liao..
bb

form 6 orientation..

Finally.. i blog again today.. cuz my 'dear' ask me to.. wakaka..

ok.. form 6 life so far so good..

first day of orientation..

went skul today for registration.. reached skul around 8++ to meet others..

Zi Jian, Chu Shen, Khai Hoe.. all tru victorians~

went to dewan kuliah straight.. saw many CLU-ians la..

the first one- Wai Yuen.. the on who help us register our name.. thx@!

juz some briefing about form 6..

boring duh..

second day..

i skipped it cuz havin driving test..

i failed it!! shit..

i thought i would fail uphill bt nt parking..

bt--- i pass uphill n failed parking..

wad the F!!!!!

i hate it.. juz a little bit onli.. the pengawas oso dun let me pass...

need to pay extra 150 for it

SHIT YOU!!!

pass on the road... bt need to re-take the another three which is uphill, parking n three point turn~

third day~

went orientation again...

alot things happened this day.. n something happened make me so freaking angry..

skip the morning part..

we had a career talk afterward.. is about how to prepare a resume n preparation be4 interview..

alot form 6 went to it.. cuz it is important i think.. wakaka..

HOI LAI is juz so freaking NOISY!! he was juz right behind me.. with beverly..

den its play time..

i thought i could enjoy this until it ends.. bt actually i was wrong.. totally wrong..

first- i need to do alot things for seniors.. it make me feel tired.. bt okok la.. nt the worst one

second- when climbing up the green wall.. i hurt alot when i climb up there.. n i need to carry 6 ppl up n down thr oso...

third- kena say i m ball-less cuz i cant stand on the green wall.. above me is wire u teahc me.. how to stand??? stupid one..

forth- some stupid 'KAKAK' scolded me when i was helping her to do something.. STUPID ass hole! dun need to respect this kind of ppl..

go home straight go fb n scold this stupid 'kakak'..

forth day~~

funniest day ever......

early in the morning.. ru sheong suddenly come n say 'good job engleong...'

i was freaking shock n ask him y~ he replied'everyone has facebook..'

haha..

suddenly, poh come n ask again.. u so tak puas with who?? den i ask again.. how u all know la??

then he replied the same thing as wad ru sheong said... lol!!!

den, another form 6 come n ask again.. bt he reply me the different things... he told me...

''someone print it out n show to us..'' i show this face to him == ... wth~~ who print it out la!!

den we went aerobics exercise.. PN MAHERAN in charge of this...

wad the hell.. the worst dancing i ever seen in my life.. n this aerobic exercise make me so tired...

i wished to skip this for basketball straight.. however, we cant..

went to basketball match with upper six..

lost cuz we gt no pro player.. bt i m happy cuz i scored the first n the onli 3 points during the match~~~ wakaka..

at last.. i pushed by aizat n had three wounds on my hand n legs.. shit!!!

last day of orientation... friday

its closing ceremony today...

ntg much.. juz have some crisis solution section..

den start jamuan ady~~

i won.. lobster man~~!!!!!! second place.. the pic above~~~

ok.. saturday!

gotong-royong..

my class.. i m the onli one who attended to skul.. omg.. i clean my class by my own..

the whole class.. my hand is so pain..

cuz my wound nt recover yet!

den went down n chat with sum yee n inn...

den went petaling street with sum yee, inn n carolyn..

eat wanton mee.. den went home.. finish dy~

-engleong-

blog update??

long time nvr open my blog..
now open it back again becuz of someone..
keep asking to blog blog blog blog n blog..
although i really blur n dunno wad to blog about..
these a days like ntg to do at home..
especially after SPM.. ailess life.. wad to do??
fabebook games are now bored.. no other things to do other than facebook..
currently i m busy with my SPM preparation..
now left chinese paper..

i was thinking- m i right for taking chinese in SPM..
i hope i wont regret..
my target~~ 11A.. straigh As.
wish me good luck den..

chinese is on monday.. still worrying about that bt i really dunno wad to study..
since i nvrl earn n touch or even read it for 4-5 years..
thr are so many idioms for me to memorize..
freaking hard..
left today n tomolo.. onli two days left for me to study n revise..
i m dead..
who else can help me..
anyway.. thx cheong hong for teaching me chinese yesterday..
n oso sze yin.. thx for coming to McD for me to insult..

day b4 this..
CLU gathering... on 10/12
we went one U..
at first.. they come to my house to wait for me..
cuz i was still at home waiting for my brother to fetch me thr..
around 11 sumthing.. den we strat our journey.. wakaka..
we did alot sot thing at 1U..
stupid la they all.. feel malu lol..
stand around the restaurant n look at ppl to cook through the window..
really SS la..

den we went chilli to eat..
so freaking lot ppl thr.. so crowded...
waited for 15 mins then onli we can go in..
order alot thing to eat.. the whole table is all full of food..
bottomless drink bt cannot share...
bt we still share..
lee yen n jia min.. too bad lol.. a CCTV is above us.. thats y we all kantoi..
bt i wonder y onli u both cant refill again a??
face problem.. haha...
den we pay for our bill...
guess how mch we all spend...

RM400++.

the first time.. onli 13 ppl.. lol.. crazy ppl..
walk around to look for christmas present..
guys n girls split into 2 groups..
bt alvin is exception.. he was in the girl's group.. i wonder why..
wakaka.. no offence..
alvin~~~ bu yao~~

then we go watch storm warriors 2..
kind a bored lol..
feel sleepy when watching it..
the script all together nt even 100 sentences.. stupid ryte??
n all the fighting part they pput slow motion.. want us sleep in the cinema mie??
haiz.. disappointed..
i want to watch princess n the frog
n
alvin and the chipmunks 2..

after chinese paper then i m free..
waiting for my lovely CLU trip.. feel so excited.. wooot~~
lets rock during CLU trip man~~

ok. thats all..
ntg to blog ady..
bye.. nitez.

-engleong-
-yy-
-emo king-

bloody hell problem maker.

exam left 21 more days..
however, i m nt yet ready for it..
cuz i m lazy.
n summore so moody..
n today sick make this even worst..

i noe i shuldnt think of it anymore..
bt then it juz cant diappear from my mind..

emo life really sux..
if i really die one day.
i wont feel sad.

is it really important for me..
everyone are so emo becuz of that..
including me..
the main issue of this problem is actually me..
the most stupid n fucked up guy in the world..
the Problem Maker..
i m the Problem maker..!!!!

haiz..
emo??
wad is emo??
now i m nt emo..
is even worst than that..
i gt no feeling.
cant laugh when i m happy
cant cry when i m sad
cant tension when i m worry..

u r nt here when i need u..
bt when u r here.
i dunno how to tell u wad is my problem..
i scare i will make u emo too.

The End.

finally..
yesterday, we had our V.I.C.L.U Annual General Meeting.
skipped skul for the whole day at form six block to discuss about the 09/10 ajk lists.
woot~ the arguement start..
haha.. bt of cuz, without aguement we cant make the lists out..
so, enjoy the process when arguing..
haha..

lee yen, jia min n ju wee- first team.
me, shau, alvin- the second team..
my brother- the judge.

finally. the lists is out within
ern~~~ i think 3 hours.. haha..
waiting for AGM to start afterward..
dunno y, i cant feel anything while waiting for it to come..
is like too normal to face it duh~~
mayb this happen 5 years ady so feel ntg gua..the onli thing different is i m the senior n waiting for the retirement lol..

the AGM took 2 hours 30 minutes..
kind a long duh..
bt there are few members coming onli..
they are nt semangat at all..
disappointed..
bt at least..
mooi, ivan n tai foong came..thx my frenz..

watching the slide show that create by form sixes..
nice slide show.. the starting was funny.. they are so freaking creative though..
the middle was kind a touching..
is about wad we had done in CLU for the whole year..
we really did a lot for CLU.
all our sweet memories appear in my mind..
feel like crying..
bt of cuz, i will not cry infront of others..
haha..

watching Slide show~~

prize giving ceremony start first..
then giving cert to all the active member n 08/09 AJK..

thats me~

the naughtiest one- wei kit

Sam~

after that..
its time to give souvenirs to the seniors..
the souvenirs are nice..
thx My LAO PO~~ Vivian for writing me a message on it..
everything will be fine oo.. dun cry liao lol..
I will borrow u my shoulder again de.. dun worry~~
Haha..

me and my first lao po- theen meng~

After all finish..
Time to eat.. haha
Many foods thr..
Bt I juz ate a bit nia..
The for another lao po- pyin yea for serving me~
Haha..

second lao po serving others oo- pyin yea

all of us busy eating..

the shy shy form one- jun sing

aiyo- i m the princess~

Busy eating~

Congratz to my first lao po- then meng.. finally u got the PRESIDENT post lol..
This is wad u wan ryte?? Haha..

forgot to post something b4 that..

this is the photo while ju wee- the princess talking about our annual report.

our princess~

finish eating~

picture time..

the perasan one- hoi lai. vice president lol..

taking photo with mr tham~

zi mui~

me n my lao po- pyin yea

clean eveything

then we plan to dance..

on the music loud.. n stand by..

CAN I HAVE THIS DANCE..

yes.. SURE~~

n thats it!!

we are so pro.. always ready to dance at anywhere.

haha..

finish den went upstair for meeting..

a short briefing for the new AJK..

my second lao po..

dun feel sad liao lol..

i m happy cuz u still staying in CLU..

take care always..

anything~ juz find me or my brother..

we will help u..

went to pandan indah thr to eat.

'bu jian bu san'..

din take photo thr..

bt had lot of fun..

chat a lot..

around 6..

chiam, eng hong, lee yen went home cuz they having science and math dinner later..

others stay until 7 sumthing den we went home too..

hmm.. i think thats all..

lay to type liao...

this is our invitation card~

lastly, VICLU Rockz~~ yea!!!

mooncake festival celebration VICLU 2009

yesterday was freaking fun..

long time nvr be that happy liao..

wooot~~

yesterday, woke up at 5 sumthing n went to skul by 6 sumting..

i was damn energetic in the morning.

thinking of sumthing fun n excited. which is the party that wil be organized at Pandan Lake Club.

OUR first VICLU mooncake festival celebration.

morning.. went to skul juz to get my moral n bio paper..

not bad..

so far i got straight A1's, bt i dun think i can score for physic n BM.

is kind a hard to achieve my target which is Straight A1's in tiral..

my Moral got highest in the whole form..

finally.. at first i thought i can get highes in chem.. bt my chem already beated by ISAAC HEEN GEORGE agian by two marks.. everytime oso the same.. hate it man..

bt luckily my moral.. huh~~ finally.. happy..

den after skul, buy a burger cuz i din eat for the whole day becuz of the moral paper.

waiting for my teacher to finish marking my paper during recess period.

haiz.

almost fainted. cant even standstill..

wth~~

den went to CLU meeting lol.

feel so excited lol.. once i think of the VICLU this five letters..

i feel so happy.. we r ONE BIG FAMILY..

CLU ROCKZ..

meeting finished at 3 sumthing..

den all the lower form include lower sixes went to prepare for the mooncake festival celebration.

while my upper form include me went to jusco maluri to buy cake for theen meng cuz yesterday was his bfday oso..

went to eat b4 we buy the cake..

all of us were damn freaking hungry lol..

den onli we went to secret recipe to buy the cake..

we were arguing wad cake to buy for him..

at last, we all had decided to buy the Chocolate banana cake for him.

at this moment, funny things happened.

shau told us that the girl behind us keep on looking at us..

my brother said: they nvr see leng zai b4, let them see for a while lol.. if nt they all gt no chance to see..

we all keep laughing..

while we buying the chocolate banana cake.

shau started to say sumthing funny..

Shau: Ei, the chocolate banana cake gt banana aroma de le..

Me: jia min, he said CHOCOLATE BANANA cake gt banana aroma

Jia Min: this cake has also chocolate aroma.. u can smell chocolate smell..

ME: HUH? i thought this banana cake gt apple aroma??

everyone started to laugh..

bt too bad, the waiter thr told us there gt no more chocolate banana cake..

they tried to ask us to buy another type of cake bt we refuse n ask her to call another shop whether has stock or nt.

luckily, a shop which is nearby has it.

we went thr n buy that..

theen meng.

see how good la we all..

u muz belanja us makan liao.. i list down our name first.

eng leong, eng hong, jia min, lee yen, shau, kin yew..

haha..

after that.. went to lee yen's house

to take shower.

on the way to her house, i saw sumone chatting with her fren.

sms-ed her, haha. luckily she din see me.

i felt a bit emo when i saw her..

thinking of many things at that moment.

until nowm all the question are still in my mind.

i juz can figure out wad shuld i do..

haiz.. reached lee yen's house within 20 minutes.

we played cho dai di thr lol..

keep winning one.. no fun.. then lost to jia min one round.. oh~!!!!

around 5.30 pm. we went to Pandan Lake Club.

take a lot photo thr.

haha.. had fun..

dun want talk much here.. juz roughly talk aout the processs la..

first, celebrate theen meng's birthday..

i did sumthing special or him. the present is very special which is made by using rubbish.. erm, i mean recycable item..

inside contain a paper to hint him to look behind.. and thats it.

he is opening it right now

take a photo b4 that.

this is the thing behind him..

nice idea le.. my brother n i think of that..

theen meng gv it a name: lotus opening ceremony.

take many photo thr,

will post it after this..

haha.

many activities they planned, bt onli played a few.

the most fun activity is the one we pass the handkerchief n let the ppl to catch us..

they say i ran damn fast, so i onli plaed once.. bad la they all.. i wanna play lol.. yer~~

den after that.

went to Mr tham house to visit him. haha.. he was schocked..

bt he was too busy so cant stay there for long..

went back to the Club afterward..

haha.. yesterday three of my wife also thr.

first-theen meng

second pyin yea

third- vivian (from mum promote to wife)

geng le.. wakaka..

hold their hands to walk together..

bt my junior try to break us and hold me n run away.

wakaka..

cant talk things to pyin yea cuz too many people were thr.

so, tell u next time lol.. wakaka..

photo session, n these are the photo..

cha cham bo~~

catherine, u block my head!

CLU ROCKZ~ lotus opening ceremony~

yeah~!!

acting shy, lee yen damn heavy lol. go keep fit la.. haha..

thats all for today~

happy..

CLU ROCKZ..

bb..

~eng leong~ Do u really love me.. do u really care about me