its already 9 o clock

its already 9 o clock..
bt i haven received any messages from u..
r u sleeping?
r u studying?
r u having dinner?

i do not know... =(

where r u? worrying so much!
i really scare u dun want to bother me anymore since that day..
n i dun want u to do that on me anymore..
u know u r important in my life!

however.. wad i post about is all passed..
bcuz... u sms-ed me when i wanna start posting this post..
dunno i shuld feel happy or sad now!
haha! very complicated feeling..
juz to release my sadness in blogging way!

thats all

-engleong-

maxwell singing comp~

yesterday was maxwell singing competition
i was kinda exciting with it!
becuz i know many VICLU mates are supporting me, jacky n oso theen meng..
well.. let's rock the PARTY!!!

haha.. theen meng's number was number 9.. mine was number 16 n jacky is unlucky 52..
mayb consider lucky to him cuz the rest were singing sad song bt he is the onli one who sing hyper song....
theen meng.. u did well la! dun worry! ur first time n at least u got something..
we blame the mic!!!!

me- to my own advise... try harder next year.. do not gv up! u can do better!!!! blame the PA oso...

jacky- gratz la u! u did well.. we were so hyper yesterday!!!!!

the winning probability for VICLU is 100!!!! woooot~~
happy!!!!

finish... bb

-engleong-

after knowing this from someone

do u all think my singing skill is good???
nt really actually..
there is many ppl so far better than me!
i nvr learn.. i nvr taught by someone, i nvr sing everyday at home!
i juz like to sing~!
haha.. sometimes i felt thing juz goes very funny yet complicated..
u know wad??
if i won the competition can really make someone lose with alot unsatisfaction..
i rather lose it.. this is y i always dun wanna join solo category..! becuz when there are so many famous 'singer' compete on the stage.. bt the trophies are nt belongs to either one of them..
bt someone who is nt popular at all.. or mayb u nvr heard his/her name...
u know wad?? i rather lose the competition than i lose a fren in my life!
this thing does affect my mood.. my mood swings after hearing this!
i dunno can i perform well tomolo for my singing comp!
n summore, it is solo category.

as i said, everyone can sing actually...
n for me.. god gv me a nice voice..
i appreciate it so much.. i juz can sing better than some ppl..
bt NOT all.
there are still many ppl can beat me in singing comp..
y m i trying so hard to get the first place for singing comp..??
seriously.. i nvr think of it.. i dun really give a damn to it!
it is okay if i cant a single place from competition..
i lost be4.. nt that i never lose..
i dun care!!!!

i hope there is really ntg between me n u~!
juz work hard together..
we love to sing.. don't you?
juz do our best for tomolo! no matter who is reading this n did take part in maxwell singing competition..
i will do my best..
i can do my best!!!
n tomolo.. will be~
i HAVE done my best!!!!

-engleong-

fuh~

i dunno y m i so moody now..
really becuz of ntg u know.
bt the feeling is freaking annoying..
that even make ur heart pain..
i think too much today..
stop thinking about bad things..
this will make myself worst..

great~
i dunno y.. everyday around 9 sumthing..
my head is like spinning n my vision very blur..
i feel like i m gonna faint some day~
mayb i slept late yesterday.. or i shuld say.. everyday! haha.
juz went back from my aunt house..
my nephew who juz borned one month ago..
today celebrate his one month's bfday..
actually shuld be tomolo..
today my aunt juz simply cook some foods to serve us..
it is nice though..
went back home after eating since our house is juz nearby..
on9 straight to chat with someone important to me..
haha. bt my moody mood haven recovered la.!!!!
gonna make her gek liao~!!! cham cham.. i m scared~~~
trying to calm down myself..
ok.. this is wad i did next.. blogged!!
n now.. click publish..

bye everyone who is reading my blog..

-engleong-

singing comp+dinner

woke up at 5am...
this is the first time i woke up automatically
becuz i had promised PPL to give her morning call
however, she din pick it up..
n i dunno whether she wake up ady or nt?
haha. anyway..
start clean up n make up at 5.15am.

help mum to work be4 i went titiwangsa..
tiring bt good becuz gv me a chance to make myself nt sleepy..
try to open my voice when working..

went titiwangsa after that n saw MBS sentul ppl..
they went thr to support a VIVE girl n pei wern..
i wonder how's pei wern think when she saw someone holding a board while she was singing..
haha..
waiting for zun zen n pei wern at titiwangsa lrt station..
n of cuz. VI ppl..
went thr by bus..
reached thr around 8 if i m nt mistaken.
walking with zun zen n pei wern all the way... while jacky walked with wei inn n chloe..
competition started.. n we all were nt nervouse at all..
bt i think around 20++ participants sang..
we start to be nervous n tension..
we all PANIC duh~~!!!
i was damn scare until i dunno how to sing ady..
zun zen first among 4 of us(zun zen, engleong,jacky,clement)
we all did our best!

den we rest for a while to prepare for second category- DUET!!!~~
actually jacky n i planned to sing duet first so that we can make all others contestants scare sikit..
bt our plan failed cuz solo first!
haha.. funny la.. sure alot ppl say us chuen~
btw.. we did well in duet.. we feel relief after all!~~~
den its clement n kok jian turn...
they like gay lou while singing the last part of the song.. OMG.. i cant imagine it!
then its zun zen n pei wern turn.. they r great..~~ i like their performance.. they juz lack of some communication.. otherwise they can beat the second place de...~~

its time to finished everything..
watch some performances performed by the judger..
damn funny la..
den they announced the results..
they announce crowd award first..
for solo- the little girl from puteri titiwangsa.. (she is great! salute!)
for duet- me n jacky~ woot! thx for everyone who vote for us..

then its duet's results!!
third- zun zen n pei wern~~
second- taman connaught de. i dunno y i juz feel that they abit chuen~! dun like them!
first- jacky n i!! we did well!! great partner!!!

den its solo!
third- the littlegirl who got crowd award juz now
second- me~~~ happy!!!
first- a girl from smk assunta..

den its pic time! i lazy to upload photo here..
anyone who wanna see de hua.. go fb n see urself la..!~
wakaka..

went my house after that..
for 9 skul charity celebration!
i scared she got tired when walk to my house.. cuz she walked a long distance from smk setapak to the bus stop.. den from bus stop nearby my house to my house..
around 5 km we walked i think!
bt she say she is ok.. wakaka.. u r nt weak!! u r strong enuf..
bt still need my protection?? wakaka

reach my house.. n i start show my trophies to my mum..
cuz she dun support me to sing.. bt i won..
den the celebration start at 7.30.
bt whole day i nvr eaten once.. so follow li chen went to kawan lama to eat abit..
ordered my favourite.. ROTI CANAI GORENG!!
wakaka.. eat be4?? nvr??
den went back home.. n start eating again.. cuz the party started.. haha..
crazy me.. bt i cant eat much.. cuz really full dy..

i cant think ady.. cuz now hungry.. thats all la..
p.s- remember wad i told u during competition.. when u r sitting thr..
it is real n i nvr lie..

im happy when together with u.. no matter where we are..
as long as there is me n u.. i think.. i will feel happy at all time..
I did wad i promised.. i nvr lie.. i DIN emo~~~~

-engleong-

Swear it again!

i swear i will nt emo anymore..
the last promise i sweared for u.
i think this is the hardest challenge in my life..
how can a emo god change to be a un-emo ppl
wakaka..
try! my! best!
sure wil change for u!
no matter wad. i dun want u to suffer again becuz of me
although it sound fake bt it is real..
it is so unbelievable bt u have to believe me..
becuz i m so serious in this..
haha..

one more thing.. i m so childish..
be more mature la!
haha~ i m so old bt still talk n think like a child..
good luck to myself.!

saturday! setapak singing competition
i m scared..
add oil together k?
n dun sad becuz of ur results..!
work harder~ u can do it!
be confident.. this is wad u told me when i m sitting for trial n SPM..
i still remember.. wee~
good luck!

change new template..
enjoy guys n girls..
nitez! bye~

-engleong-

blog~~~

sunday went to chong hwa for some kind of musical stuff..
this is organised by their composing song society if i m nt mistaken..
for wad they have composed..
they were awesome... i like the songs so much bt nt the person..
wakaka..
thx khai ling for leading n guiding us to the hall..
sit thr for one n a half hour..
nt bad.... i like ‘I凋夜曲’and oso 红尘

miss the moment i walk together with u at chong hwa..
i miss eu, i miss the day~

den went ts to find shau cuz need to go leisure mall
i dunno how to go..
sorry shau for making u wait..
luckily can rush thr on time.. otherwise, sure let eng hong scold like hell~~
u know wad..
i almost lost pei wern's touch n go card..
luckily i found it back..
i dropped it outside of the leisure mall!!!
i m so careless...
luckily i found it back.. seriously worry..
if nt, gonna kill by my mum pulak~~~

wen to alvin house afterward.. sing k..
sing quite alot n make me tired..
end up on-9ing with his comp n chat with u. wakaka
bt u ask me to off.. =(
haha.
u very GOOD lol.. my angel in my heart~
i m really tired n slept in the car.. went home i lazy to bath straight away sleep on my bed.. n dun care of anything..
m i dirty?? i think i m.. waakaka

today..
suppose to go Puchong gathering..
bt mum dun let since i go out too often..
boring at home..
waiting for someone to on9..
haha.. u know who is she...
around 2 sumthing... viview reach to teach yen rhu n eng heng piano..
for their performance during maxwell comp..
i still owe u one piano song... i onli know how to play with right hand..
left hand de i dunno yet la.~~~
wanna hear?? i promised u for a year bt i nvr play for u be4..
cuz everytime oso something will happen de lo.. wakaka
or.. u play for me la~ wakaka
around 3 sumthing.. clement reached n we watch tv first cuz i din watch that yesterday...
we start singing at 3.30.. n he keep looking for old song to sing..
oppsss.. nt old bt classic~~~
wakaka..
i sing badly today!
i wont gv any excuse anymore..
nt that i sick or the PA is nt good
i juz cant sing well becuz of my skills of singing
i muz train more n ask for more comment..
bt not for these few days..
i think i shuld rest for few days
den onli i will sing again...

i like to sing..
bt u r more important than singing..
i keep go upstairs n downstairs to see whether u back home ady or nt.. crazy dao~
at last.. mum back.. n keep everything.. then they went home after eating..
n i slept becuz i sick.. FLU...
stupid flu.! hate it~
thats all for today~ bb