blog update??

long time nvr open my blog..
now open it back again becuz of someone..
keep asking to blog blog blog blog n blog..
although i really blur n dunno wad to blog about..
these a days like ntg to do at home..
especially after SPM.. ailess life.. wad to do??
fabebook games are now bored.. no other things to do other than facebook..
currently i m busy with my SPM preparation..
now left chinese paper..

i was thinking- m i right for taking chinese in SPM..
i hope i wont regret..
my target~~ 11A.. straigh As.
wish me good luck den..

chinese is on monday.. still worrying about that bt i really dunno wad to study..
since i nvrl earn n touch or even read it for 4-5 years..
thr are so many idioms for me to memorize..
freaking hard..
left today n tomolo.. onli two days left for me to study n revise..
i m dead..
who else can help me..
anyway.. thx cheong hong for teaching me chinese yesterday..
n oso sze yin.. thx for coming to McD for me to insult..

day b4 this..
CLU gathering... on 10/12
we went one U..
at first.. they come to my house to wait for me..
cuz i was still at home waiting for my brother to fetch me thr..
around 11 sumthing.. den we strat our journey.. wakaka..
we did alot sot thing at 1U..
stupid la they all.. feel malu lol..
stand around the restaurant n look at ppl to cook through the window..
really SS la..

den we went chilli to eat..
so freaking lot ppl thr.. so crowded...
waited for 15 mins then onli we can go in..
order alot thing to eat.. the whole table is all full of food..
bottomless drink bt cannot share...
bt we still share..
lee yen n jia min.. too bad lol.. a CCTV is above us.. thats y we all kantoi..
bt i wonder y onli u both cant refill again a??
face problem.. haha...
den we pay for our bill...
guess how mch we all spend...

RM400++.

the first time.. onli 13 ppl.. lol.. crazy ppl..
walk around to look for christmas present..
guys n girls split into 2 groups..
bt alvin is exception.. he was in the girl's group.. i wonder why..
wakaka.. no offence..
alvin~~~ bu yao~~

then we go watch storm warriors 2..
kind a bored lol..
feel sleepy when watching it..
the script all together nt even 100 sentences.. stupid ryte??
n all the fighting part they pput slow motion.. want us sleep in the cinema mie??
haiz.. disappointed..
i want to watch princess n the frog
n
alvin and the chipmunks 2..

after chinese paper then i m free..
waiting for my lovely CLU trip.. feel so excited.. wooot~~
lets rock during CLU trip man~~

ok. thats all..
ntg to blog ady..
bye.. nitez.

-engleong-
-yy-
-emo king-

bloody hell problem maker.

exam left 21 more days..
however, i m nt yet ready for it..
cuz i m lazy.
n summore so moody..
n today sick make this even worst..

i noe i shuldnt think of it anymore..
bt then it juz cant diappear from my mind..

emo life really sux..
if i really die one day.
i wont feel sad.

is it really important for me..
everyone are so emo becuz of that..
including me..
the main issue of this problem is actually me..
the most stupid n fucked up guy in the world..
the Problem Maker..
i m the Problem maker..!!!!

haiz..
emo??
wad is emo??
now i m nt emo..
is even worst than that..
i gt no feeling.
cant laugh when i m happy
cant cry when i m sad
cant tension when i m worry..

u r nt here when i need u..
bt when u r here.
i dunno how to tell u wad is my problem..
i scare i will make u emo too.

The End.

finally..
yesterday, we had our V.I.C.L.U Annual General Meeting.
skipped skul for the whole day at form six block to discuss about the 09/10 ajk lists.
woot~ the arguement start..
haha.. bt of cuz, without aguement we cant make the lists out..
so, enjoy the process when arguing..
haha..

lee yen, jia min n ju wee- first team.
me, shau, alvin- the second team..
my brother- the judge.

finally. the lists is out within
ern~~~ i think 3 hours.. haha..
waiting for AGM to start afterward..
dunno y, i cant feel anything while waiting for it to come..
is like too normal to face it duh~~
mayb this happen 5 years ady so feel ntg gua..the onli thing different is i m the senior n waiting for the retirement lol..

the AGM took 2 hours 30 minutes..
kind a long duh..
bt there are few members coming onli..
they are nt semangat at all..
disappointed..
bt at least..
mooi, ivan n tai foong came..thx my frenz..

watching the slide show that create by form sixes..
nice slide show.. the starting was funny.. they are so freaking creative though..
the middle was kind a touching..
is about wad we had done in CLU for the whole year..
we really did a lot for CLU.
all our sweet memories appear in my mind..
feel like crying..
bt of cuz, i will not cry infront of others..
haha..

watching Slide show~~

prize giving ceremony start first..
then giving cert to all the active member n 08/09 AJK..

thats me~

the naughtiest one- wei kit

Sam~

after that..
its time to give souvenirs to the seniors..
the souvenirs are nice..
thx My LAO PO~~ Vivian for writing me a message on it..
everything will be fine oo.. dun cry liao lol..
I will borrow u my shoulder again de.. dun worry~~
Haha..

me and my first lao po- theen meng~

After all finish..
Time to eat.. haha
Many foods thr..
Bt I juz ate a bit nia..
The for another lao po- pyin yea for serving me~
Haha..

second lao po serving others oo- pyin yea

all of us busy eating..

the shy shy form one- jun sing

aiyo- i m the princess~

Busy eating~

Congratz to my first lao po- then meng.. finally u got the PRESIDENT post lol..
This is wad u wan ryte?? Haha..

forgot to post something b4 that..

this is the photo while ju wee- the princess talking about our annual report.

our princess~

finish eating~

picture time..

the perasan one- hoi lai. vice president lol..

taking photo with mr tham~

zi mui~

me n my lao po- pyin yea

clean eveything

then we plan to dance..

on the music loud.. n stand by..

CAN I HAVE THIS DANCE..

yes.. SURE~~

n thats it!!

we are so pro.. always ready to dance at anywhere.

haha..

finish den went upstair for meeting..

a short briefing for the new AJK..

my second lao po..

dun feel sad liao lol..

i m happy cuz u still staying in CLU..

take care always..

anything~ juz find me or my brother..

we will help u..

went to pandan indah thr to eat.

'bu jian bu san'..

din take photo thr..

bt had lot of fun..

chat a lot..

around 6..

chiam, eng hong, lee yen went home cuz they having science and math dinner later..

others stay until 7 sumthing den we went home too..

hmm.. i think thats all..

lay to type liao...

this is our invitation card~

lastly, VICLU Rockz~~ yea!!!

mooncake festival celebration VICLU 2009

yesterday was freaking fun..

long time nvr be that happy liao..

wooot~~

yesterday, woke up at 5 sumthing n went to skul by 6 sumting..

i was damn energetic in the morning.

thinking of sumthing fun n excited. which is the party that wil be organized at Pandan Lake Club.

OUR first VICLU mooncake festival celebration.

morning.. went to skul juz to get my moral n bio paper..

not bad..

so far i got straight A1's, bt i dun think i can score for physic n BM.

is kind a hard to achieve my target which is Straight A1's in tiral..

my Moral got highest in the whole form..

finally.. at first i thought i can get highes in chem.. bt my chem already beated by ISAAC HEEN GEORGE agian by two marks.. everytime oso the same.. hate it man..

bt luckily my moral.. huh~~ finally.. happy..

den after skul, buy a burger cuz i din eat for the whole day becuz of the moral paper.

waiting for my teacher to finish marking my paper during recess period.

haiz.

almost fainted. cant even standstill..

wth~~

den went to CLU meeting lol.

feel so excited lol.. once i think of the VICLU this five letters..

i feel so happy.. we r ONE BIG FAMILY..

CLU ROCKZ..

meeting finished at 3 sumthing..

den all the lower form include lower sixes went to prepare for the mooncake festival celebration.

while my upper form include me went to jusco maluri to buy cake for theen meng cuz yesterday was his bfday oso..

went to eat b4 we buy the cake..

all of us were damn freaking hungry lol..

den onli we went to secret recipe to buy the cake..

we were arguing wad cake to buy for him..

at last, we all had decided to buy the Chocolate banana cake for him.

at this moment, funny things happened.

shau told us that the girl behind us keep on looking at us..

my brother said: they nvr see leng zai b4, let them see for a while lol.. if nt they all gt no chance to see..

we all keep laughing..

while we buying the chocolate banana cake.

shau started to say sumthing funny..

Shau: Ei, the chocolate banana cake gt banana aroma de le..

Me: jia min, he said CHOCOLATE BANANA cake gt banana aroma

Jia Min: this cake has also chocolate aroma.. u can smell chocolate smell..

ME: HUH? i thought this banana cake gt apple aroma??

everyone started to laugh..

bt too bad, the waiter thr told us there gt no more chocolate banana cake..

they tried to ask us to buy another type of cake bt we refuse n ask her to call another shop whether has stock or nt.

luckily, a shop which is nearby has it.

we went thr n buy that..

theen meng.

see how good la we all..

u muz belanja us makan liao.. i list down our name first.

eng leong, eng hong, jia min, lee yen, shau, kin yew..

haha..

after that.. went to lee yen's house

to take shower.

on the way to her house, i saw sumone chatting with her fren.

sms-ed her, haha. luckily she din see me.

i felt a bit emo when i saw her..

thinking of many things at that moment.

until nowm all the question are still in my mind.

i juz can figure out wad shuld i do..

haiz.. reached lee yen's house within 20 minutes.

we played cho dai di thr lol..

keep winning one.. no fun.. then lost to jia min one round.. oh~!!!!

around 5.30 pm. we went to Pandan Lake Club.

take a lot photo thr.

haha.. had fun..

dun want talk much here.. juz roughly talk aout the processs la..

first, celebrate theen meng's birthday..

i did sumthing special or him. the present is very special which is made by using rubbish.. erm, i mean recycable item..

inside contain a paper to hint him to look behind.. and thats it.

he is opening it right now

take a photo b4 that.

this is the thing behind him..

nice idea le.. my brother n i think of that..

theen meng gv it a name: lotus opening ceremony.

take many photo thr,

will post it after this..

haha.

many activities they planned, bt onli played a few.

the most fun activity is the one we pass the handkerchief n let the ppl to catch us..

they say i ran damn fast, so i onli plaed once.. bad la they all.. i wanna play lol.. yer~~

den after that.

went to Mr tham house to visit him. haha.. he was schocked..

bt he was too busy so cant stay there for long..

went back to the Club afterward..

haha.. yesterday three of my wife also thr.

first-theen meng

second pyin yea

third- vivian (from mum promote to wife)

geng le.. wakaka..

hold their hands to walk together..

bt my junior try to break us and hold me n run away.

wakaka..

cant talk things to pyin yea cuz too many people were thr.

so, tell u next time lol.. wakaka..

photo session, n these are the photo..

cha cham bo~~

catherine, u block my head!

CLU ROCKZ~ lotus opening ceremony~

yeah~!!

acting shy, lee yen damn heavy lol. go keep fit la.. haha..

thats all for today~

happy..

CLU ROCKZ..

bb..

~eng leong~ Do u really love me.. do u really care about me

a blog for all my friends~

One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name.

Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down.

It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers.

That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual.

On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. 'Really?' she heard whispered. 'I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!' and, 'I didn't know others liked me so much,' were most of the comments.

No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it didn't matter. The exercise had accomplished its purpose. The students were happy with themselves and one another. That group of students moved on.

Several years later, one of the students was killed in Viet Nam and his teacher attended the funeral of that special student. She had never seen a serviceman in a military coffin before. He looked so handsome, so mature.

The church was packed with his friends. One by one those who loved him took a last walk by the coffin. The teacher was the last one to bless the coffin.

As she stood there, one of the soldiers who acted as pallbearer came up to her. 'Were you Mark's math teacher?' he asked. She nodded: 'yes.' Then he said: 'Mark talked about you a lot.'

After the funeral, most of Mark's former classmates went together to a luncheon. Mark's mother and father were there, obviously waiting to speak with his teacher.

'We want to show you something,' his father said, taking a wallet out of his pocket 'They found this on Mark when he was killed. We thought you might recognize it.'

Opening the billfold, he carefully removed two worn pieces of notebook paper that had obviously been taped, folded and refolded many times. The teacher knew without looking that the papers were the ones on which she had listed all the good things each of Mark's classmates had said about him.

'Thank you so much for doing that,' Mark's mother said. 'As you can see, Mark treasured it.'

All of Mark's former classmates started to gather around. Charlie smiled rather sheepishly and said, 'I still have my list. It's in the top drawer of my desk at home.'

Chuck's wife said, 'Chuck asked me to put his in our wedding album.'

'I have mine too,' Marilyn said. 'It's in my diary'

Then Vicki, another classmate, reached into her pocketbook, took out her wallet and showed her worn and frazzled list to the group. 'I carry this with me at all times,' Vicki said and without batting an eyelash, she continued: 'I think we all saved our lists'

That's when the teacher finally sat down and cried. She cried for Mark and for all his friends who would never see him again.

The density of people in society is so thick that we forget that life will end one day. And we don't know when that one day will be.

So please, tell the people you love and care for, that they are special and important. Tell them, before it is too late.

And One Way To Accomplish This Is: RE-post this comprehension in ur own blog. If you do not do it, you will have, once again passed up the wonderful opportunity to do something nice and beautiful.

i have taken my time to post this here.. for all my friends.. although i juz copy n paste here bt at least i let my friends- u all know i care u all..

dun need to say thx to me.. if u treat me as a fren.. juz post this in ur blog.. share ur love with others.. this is wad we shuld do..~~ let start it now~~ spread ur love..

~engleong~

share this with u all.. $25.00

A man came home from work late, tired and irritated,to find his 5-year old son waiting for him at the door.

SON: 'Daddy, may I ask you a question?'
DAD: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the man.
SON: 'Daddy, how much do you make an hour?'
DAD: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?'the man said angrily.
SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?'
DAD: 'If you must know, I make $50 an hour.'
SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down.
SON: 'Daddy, may I please borrow $25?'

The father was furious,'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.'

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door.
The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions.
How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?
After about an hour or so, the man had calmed down , and started to think: Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $25.00 and he really didn't ask for money very often

The man went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.'Are you asleep, son?' He asked.
'No daddy, I'm awake,' replied the boy.'
I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier' said the man.'It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the $25 you asked for.
'The little boy sat straight up, smiling. 'Oh, thank you daddy!' he yelled.Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills.

The man saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again.
The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his father.

'Why do you want more money if you already have some?' the father grumbled.
'Because I didn't have enough, but now I do,' the little boy replied.
'Daddy, I have $50 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you.'

The father was crushed.He put his arms around his little son, and he begged for his forgiveness.

It's just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts. Do remember to share that $50 worth of your time with someone you love. If we die tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of hours. But the family & friends we leave behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.

this is kind a touching for me.. i took it from my friend's blog.. feel this post is very meaningful.
love this post.

ntg to say. bb..
at least i blogged.
wakaka.

r we still fren??

because of that thing..
lost a fren..
mayb i cant save the frienship between us.
wad i can say is onli sorry..

because of that thing.
make my frens feel bad.
make my fren feel gulity..
although i told her is nt her fault.

because of that thing.
make myself emo for few weeks.
many problem cant settle now.
it makes me freaking stress..
no one can understand my feeling..
except for if u really face this problem..

this is my life..
wad can i do to change myself..
asking myself m i stupid.
asking myself m i really useless...

YES.. obviously. cant even handle juz a smal problem..
stupid fuCK..

even shit smell better..

-emo king-

is nt under my control.

i hope u can understand me..
when i know i make u stress n sad..
i feel so disappointed..
i keep thinking of..

y m iso stupid..
keep forcing u to tell me this tell me that..

y u r still confused about that.

r u really love me?

or.. all of these are juz a dream..
i cant stop thinking of that..
i really love u.. i had gv up on that n choose to be with u
cuz i really love u..

is nt ur fault in this case..
do u understand. i m the one who made the final decision in this case..
y u keep thinking that u r the one who break us up..
u r nt..
the whole thing is about me..
is about all the things that i had done to u n her..

is nt that i want to avoid..
i wont avoid to chat with u if i really love u..
i juz wanna leave u for few days.. to let u stop thinking of that.
i dun want to see u stress...
i dun want any bad things happen on us..
i dun want u to leave me..
i dun want..
i dun want to cry bt i cant control myself..

i plan to study for my exam bt cant...
cuz i keep thinking of that..
i cant memorise anything at all..
i feel so stress too..

i know..
is nt that u dun like me.
i know.. i understand.
bt..
i juz cant accept it when u care about ur ex's feeling..
mayb u juz treat him as a fren..
juz that i really think too much about it..
n all the things i was thinking are bad things..

i really dun want to make u sad..
dun want to make u stress..

wad i wanna say is..
is nt ur fault..
n i really love u..
nt i want to avoid u..
i juz want to gv u more time to think of that properly.

sorry.. this is wad i really dun want it to happen..
cuz

I LOVE YOU..

bye..

-emo king- is back...

today!!~~

刚从小学回来，出席了一场SPM华文试卷作答技巧讲座。
很久没回去小学看看，所以今天趁机在午休时间去找老师叙旧。
原以为只有cheong hong出席，没想到会看到更多的小学朋友。
凯欣、弘凯、李伟杰、陈翠雯和林佩弘。
还有一个，范永裕。
凯欣看到他时还露出惊吓的表情，有够好笑。
但是去找老师叙旧的只有我、cheong hong、弘凯、凯欣和佩弘。
走进办公室，跟一些老师聊了一下。
终于看到了李老师了。
我们就跟她聊了一阵子，并给了她6M部落格的网址。
所以，朋友们，
如果你的部落格有什么见不得光的，
快快删除！
哈哈哈哈！开玩笑！

really happy today.. the blog above is type by my fren.. i juz copy n paste it in my blog since i m so lazy n tired..
juz reached home from my skul.. straight after the seminar i was rushing to tuition cuz the day after i m nt free at all..
my CLU is having an activity this saturday..
so, all my frens.. come n support me.. i m the emcee for that day..
if u wanna see how i control the whole situation... juz come n check it out.. wakaka..
it is onli costs RM3 for each person..
bt students muz wear uniform with skul identities...
thx~

ok.. back to today..
met some of my primary skul frens today becuz i had attended a seminar which is really useful for me..
my skul.. THE CLUSTER SKUL.. VIctoria Institution do not have teacher for teaching Form 5's chinese.. so.. i m happy when i attended this chinese seminar..
this is the first time i learn n read about chinese THIS YEAR... is true~~
omg~ if i din attend to this seminar.. i wonder wad will happen when i m taking my trial... for chinese...
haiz.. sit inside for 9 hours... the longest seminar in the world..
haha... oh gosh..
den we plan to find Miss lee together since we all nvr visit her n other teachers for around two years..
haha... chat alot today with them n oso Miss lee..
bt too bad.. i had forgotten to take pic wif them.. especially miss lee.. haiz.. disappointed..
after the seminar.. i was rushing to tuition..
suddenly evonne tell me that she nt goin today..
she keep saying sorry to me.. its ok!!! lol... make sure dun ffk next time den ok liao.. haha

after tuition.. rushed to my skul again..
for Chinese society..
haiz.. tired.. n summore hot!~ sweaty lol.. summore i was wearing long sleeve..
went home at 6 sumthing..
bt heavy rain started.. n it was so terrible.. my brother was drving n we cant see anything infront...
scare crash again..
luckily.. reach home safely..
ok la..
lazy to write..
ntg to write ady.. i think is long enuf la..
gtg
bb

-emo king-
-eng leong-
-useless-
-yiong yiong-
-yy-

emo life~ change my life.

my life is like that.
no laughters, onli sadness.
maybe i juz did a correct deicsion.
forget about it.
think about future.
concentrate on my study.
SPM is really important for me.
let it fade away.
it might change my life n my study aattitude.

hope i can make myself feel better.
is really a big birthday present for me..
FORGET IT.. FORGET HER.
START A NEW LIFE.
FROM NOW ON.
U ARE NOT EMO KING ANYMORE..

the whole new tan eng leong...
STUDY HARD>>>>>>>>>> MY FUTURE!!!

these few days. wad happen??

hmm.. first of all..
i dunno wad to blog about bt my mind keep on remind me to blog today.
dunno y..
using my brother laptop now.
have to finish the blog faster as he will come back ome soon..
a bit scare.. later he scold. n dun let me use anymore.
hmm.
ok.. lets talk about last saturday..
is kinda hyper n crazy day among these three days that i had passed..
we went seayang darul ehsan gathering.. about 37 ppl from Victoria institution chinese language union goin because of my brother's order.
all the ajk are compulsory to attend the gathering because selayang is one of the 9 skul..
i think~~
HEHE.. wake up at 5 on that day n helped my mum to work..
around 7 o clock. my brother n i left my mum n went to titiwangsa lrt station to meet others..
erica and some of the lower sixes reached earlier than us..
soli erica.. bt this is not our fault. we din late.. juz that u all reached thr earlier.. haha..
huh!!! who is the latest king for that day?? haha.. is MR loh chee wei.. he reached there about 8.00 bt we supposed to be there at 7.30am.. haiz.. better to change lol.. haha..
had a lot fun when we gathered at lrt station..
we were like a crowd of tanuung rambutan's patients keep shouting n singing at the entrance of titiwangsa lrt station..
n we stopped when the guard come n warned us.. wakaka..
den we went titiwangsa bus stop to continue our crapped..
reached thr within 2 minutes cuz the bus stop is juz right opposite the lrt station..
selayang darul ehsan usher were thr to bring us to their skul..
we got into the bus n find place to sit down..
VI ppl all sitting at the back n start singing child's songs.. many song that we had sang... is kind a hyper man!! one thing that i really dun believe= my brother play this together with them. how crzy are they!!!
finally they stop when they felt tired.. haha...
sam said: they really like kids, feel tired then straight away diam n wanna sleep. haha..

reached thr within 20 minutes..
hmmm.. dunno wad to do thr n saw kien yoong with his juniors. bt i onli know pui jin. one of his juniors.. chatted with him for a while n gathered back with VI gang..
we went into the hall n started SS lol.. took out the camera n ook pic here took pic thr..
the hall is full with blue shirt ppl..

finally the gathering start.. dunno wad to say.. the starting part is bored lol..
bt the performance is stil ok.. at least their perfomrance can make us get high...
hmm.. there are too many sketch that make us a bit bored.. the dancing peformance is the best one... love it so much!!

overall i give 7 out of 10 points.. hmm. A2 la. wakaka..

ok.. sunday.
this is really a bored day..
i dunno wad to do for the whole day..
juz facing the computer for the whole day..
facebook-ing
msn-ing
listening to music.
i think thats all lol..
den at night. went out to dinner with my aunt..
eat bak kut teh.
hmm..
according to my aunt.. they said this bak kut teh is nice n ask us to try oso..
bt is really disappoint the whole family..
is not really nice n i dun really like the taste of the soup..
is a bit sour.. mayb the ingredients they used to cook the soup.. bt, i dun like..
is about RM 250 ringgit for the whole dinner..
walao.. expensive.. i juz eat a bit onli lol..
go back find sumthing to eat again..
haha.. luckily still got SIEW BAO..
wakaka.
den on9 til 12.00 sumthing lol..
watched 17 again again~~~
think of her when i think of this movie..
mayb because this is the first time we watch movie together
n we sit so near n eat popcorn together..
is kind a sweet memory for me.. i think!! haha..

hmm.. dun wanna talk about today...
thats all for today..
bb gtg

-emo king-
-yy-
-useless-
-yiong yiong-
-eng leong-

ZZZzzzZZ.. duno wad to write..

really bored.. until i cant think anything to blog.. bt i cant juz left it blank for few weeks..
and my frens keep asking me y i din blog for so many days..
hehe.. same reason.. BO MOOD..
n dunnno wad to write.. cuz ntg special happen...

found a primary skul fren contact few days ago..
i dunno who is that when cheong hong told me her english name..
den after he gave me her email.. i go n check who is she through friendster..
onli i realised..
sorry evonne..

haha..
went maxwell last aturday n sunday..
chinese chess competition..
with lower six frens..
the first day is kinda hyper day cuz i won for 4 matches in a row.. nvr lose...
first time.. very excited n hyper..
mayb with her wishes... thx..

second day.
hmm.. a bit disappointed cuz the first day we cant get much points..
so is kind a hard to pull our ranking up to top 5..
for the second day.. i won 2 matches out of 3... feel sad lol..
the puchong perdana guy gv me an EGG....
if nt i can get straight wins for 7 matches..
overall still ok..
i m satisfy with it.. bt still feel abit disappointed..
shuld can get third place actually..

nvm.. its already passed..
n thx for wai kian, hoi lai, chee wei and oso kah hoe..
my best teammates..
n really had fun those two days...

thats all...
bb

-emo king-
-useless-
-yy-
-yiong yiong-
-eng leong-

the day i will nvr forget

today..
kinda scary day because i joined a singing competition..
and the competition is on saturday which means today..
woke up at 5 o clock.. as usual helped my mum to work... den onli i sent to titiwangsa lrt station..
reached thr on time.. juz perfect.. no late. no earlier..
waiting for khai hsuen, alvin n sam.. they were late..
feel lonely thr.. since SBU ady had a gang thr.. i dun feel like interupt them..
n i do not even dare to talk to her.. cuz. that kind of feeling is still in my mind..
n make me annoyed n emo for the whole morning..
finally, sam n alvin reached bus stop..
n i started to feel better.. mayb becuz they chat with me... that made me forget about wad i m thinking..
good job.. at least.. i m a bit hyper in the morning.. although it was juz a short moment..
the bus had came... n we all went up to the bus.. bt i feel a bit guilty cuz i din wait for khai hsuen..
bt luckily.. at last he reached thr safely.. den i feel better too..
Alvin is like my partner onli.. keep holding his guitar all the way in that skul..
for those who dunno sure thought he is the participant bt nt me.. wakaka..
everyone is laughing at his action.. with the guitar?? haha..
finally the comp started. feel a bit excited.. cuz i was waiting for sumone who can sing well...
bt i m too disappointed.. duet were out of my expected.. n there are no much ppl could sing well in that competition.. the PA system summore spoilt becuz of the first pair of contestants..
one of them put too near to the mic with his mouth..
n this affect the second third n fourth pair of duet..
then the skul finally replace the PA system with a new speaker..
the SBS team really sing very well.. they really good among all..
SBU oso very well.. ZZ n pei wern actually gt chance to get first place..
mayb they are too tension.. so.. a bit out of pitch lol. bt still congratz cuz u both gt second place..

individu is totally different with duet..
individu is so much better than the duet n make me freaking scare n tension.. i m number 16..
there are 30 participants..
the first participant sing okok.. from the second one.. all oso counted as pro.. they song very well..
n i m scared too. i keep thinking i sure lose.. sure LOSE.. the word LOSE is in my mind by all the time.. haha..
finally my turn..
i m freaking scare bt when i go up to the stage..
i close my eyes without looking at the judgers n the audience.. so i feel better...
of cuz i sing with my eyes open... wakaka..
den zun zen turn.. she sing very well oso.. like her voice.. cuz is very soft..
den pei wern turn.. she oso sing vey well.. n the song she choose is very nice..
i like her song...
so conclusion for all participants.. THEY ARE GENG!!!

results finally coming out.. n the results for duet is
third: selayang skul..
second: SBU (zun zen and pei wern)
first: SBS (i really admire the guy.. he sing very well)

n for individual
third: taman connaught (i like her voice oso.. she sing very well.. i thought she is the one who get first)
second: SBS (that guy again)
first: Victoria instituion (thats ME!! unbelievable.. i m shocked when i know the result..)

anyway.. thx for those who come n support me..
Yeong han, sam, alvin, khai hsuen..

n oso congratz to zun zen n pei wern... n there some photo sessions.. i juz took one phot.. and thats it!!!

pei wern, emo king, zun zen.....

after the comp we planned to go ts to play bowling actually..
got thr by monorail.. reached thr within 10 minutes..
reach super bowl.. bt too bad.. there was full...WTF
hate it..
then we plan to go arkib to play basketball..
we saw a guy that very good.. terrible.. he can shoot for 400++ points.. wad the F!!! THE MAN..
den we go to skul to see the decoration for CAMPFIRE today.. i m nt goin becuz i m too tired..
den go home together with my brother lol..

love is like a war..easy to start, hard to stop, impossible to forget..
i agree!!

thats all for today.. cant think liao..
gtg
bb

-emo king-
-yy-
-useless-
-yiong yiong-
-eng leong-

a wound that will never recover

today.. quite a hyper day cuz i laugh a lot at skul..
wad so funny... because of my stupid idea..
all dirty stuff come out from my mind.. edit the lyrics of these songs n make all my fren laugh..
n i, laugh until i cried.. n my eye pain. (haven found out y.. once i laugh my eye will pain).
nothing much today.. still the same.. as usual.. study n do homework in class...
juz waiting for the last period..
its Piano lesson.. Chee keong is my teacher..
go practise river flows in you for a while cuz yesterday said wanna play for her..
dun want to spoilt her favourite music.. haha..
den skul finish.. i was so excited n rush to the lrt station cuz i know i will meet her soon..
reach pandan jaya at 3pm n walk to SBU.. spent 2 minutes to walk thr..
n then call pei wern to bring me to that place..
cuz i dunno how to go thr.. til now i m still a bit blur.. still nt very sure how to walk to that place..
SBU building is really like a MAZE..
i might trap in that building cuz thr are really many corridors n class that look exactly same.
reached there leading by pei wern n then start practise our songs..
first, zun zen n pei wern duet..
second, emo king single
third, pei wern single
fourth, zun zen single
fifth, pei wern single again.... haha. she got soar throat today.. TAKE CARE YA..

mayb because of that thing.
i went thr with a very happy n hyper mood..
but back with a very moody n emo face..
mayb that feeling comes back to me again?? HATE IT!!
stay away from me..

finally i had met her today..
bt, so what..
it doesnt mean anything..
feel strange to each other.
dun feel like chat with her face to face..
i dunno y?? juz dun dare..
cuz i really dunno wad she is thinking.
she really forget about it? or? time do not allow us to stay longer??

chat with pei wern after zun zen went home by her mum's car..
juz dunno how to spend my time..
chat with pei wern while she is waiting for her parents to fetch her..
about one hour we all chat.. chat alot things.. about academic, my story, n oso her story..
bt nt much la.. cuz.. i m emo at that moment.. no mood to ask n answer any questions..
her bf came n fetch her today.. den i went home too...

is really hurt me so much when i think of that,
there is a wound in my heart now,
that will never recover,
hate this kind of feeling..
EMO KING IS FINALLY BACK~~~

Music is a part of my life..

wad is music??
is it important for everone in the world?? I DUNNO..
haha..
the onli thing that i m sure is.. for me.. MUSIC IS A PART OF MY LIFE..
i love music..
when reading, sleeping. driving, travelling, doing homework, studying..

these days, i asked my fren to teach me piano.
since my mum dun let me to go some music centres to learn..
so i m forced to ask my fren to lend a hand.. haha..
thx chee keong for teaching me how to read the notes..
now at least i learn a bit about the basic..
the first song i know how to play is HAPPY BIRTHDAY.. learn together with Mooi..
the next song i wanna learn..
RIVER FLOWS IN YOU...
i know she likes this song so much..
learn this juz becuz of her..
hope i can learn it as soon as possible..
so that i can play for her.. hehe..
this is my next target besides academic..

yesterday was open day.. bt too bad i m nt goin for that..
i went Maxwell to get my brother's report card..
my mum is nt free on that day.. so she cant help me to get mine..
i dunno about my position in class..
bt whole form i got 28th.. haiz.. wad a bad result..
from 7(last year) drop to 28... sad!!
i muz get into top ten in the next exam, and oso trial..
WAITING FOR YOU...

SPM.. 11 A1..
My main target...
STUDY HARD, STUDY SMART...
Be Confident..

Sporty day~~

kinda hyper day today..
woke up earlier today n read the message that sent me by Zun Zen yesterday.
bt sorry for din reply cuz i slept ady the moment u sent me the message..
as usual, woke up at 5 am to help my mum to do some works..
went to skul at 6.45am. reached skul at 7.00 am
mayb i was too tired yesterday n laugh alot after the SOTSOT zun zen sent me the 'cute bear'(for zz) or 'blur bear'(for me)..
haha.. it doesnt move n i was starring at the multimedia meesage for few minutes..
n i replayed it several times bt still... THE BEAR IS STARRING AT ME...
it doesnt move at all.. laugh until my stomach pain..
back to today story..
mayb i was too tiring today so i slept in my class oso.. i cant even open my eyes..
is like a force keep closing my eyes..
den lines started.. n i was forced to go for the STUPID lines..
YUCKS.. waste my time onli..
after lines.. class started oso.. today is freaking free until i can play cards n chess in the class for the whole day..
this is one of the reason y i hate this skul.. cuz there are always no teacher in the class n we cannot learn anything in the skul..
suddenly.. when i stood up.. my phone vibrated.. i wonder who will sms me in the early morning..
i thought it was juz a meesage that sent by DIGI centre..
bt i was wrong.. it was ZUN ZEN.. shock me.. suddenly onli..
haha.. she having open days today bt she feel bored??
i wanted to chat with her bt she dun let cuz she knew my relief tacher was in the class..
ok lol den...

to my dearest ZZ:
suan lol.. dun want to chat with me.. sad liao. EMO~~ haha..

den stop for a while i was doin add maths paper work..
the hand out that given by the relief tacher... SEMANGAT Betul..
we did for few questions den we stop.. CUZ teacher left.. haha..
den we continue our 'HEART' (a kind of poker games. exist in ur pc) time.
hehe..

during recess time,
today really quiet.. the canteen quite until can hear the sound when a needle drop on the floor..
it was freaking quiet..
there is onli 10++ students at the canteen..
WTF.. n i can buy my food very fast since i dun need to queue.. haha..
bt i wanna make it clear here..
i din cut queue.. nobody thr so i can buy food in a very short time..
i m a good boy ok??
den went back to my class n had my breakfast thr..
continue my HEART journey..
after recess.. thr was a lines again.. HATE IT..
Fly to library n wait until the line finish..
then walked back to class with Chu Shen..
Oh no.. english period.. wad a boring subject..
luckily she din teach today cuz we have to arrange the table n chair for tomolo..
tomolo is our open days.. bt too bad.. i m nt goin.. cuz my parents is nt free..
is nt a bad thing.. i got bad results.. i dun want to get my results..
drop from top 10 to 19.. sad.. i admit i really din do well in the last exam..
STUDY HARD.. i muz stuck myself into top 10 in the next exam n oso TRIAL..
few months to go..

after skul...
attended to CLU meeting..
the first meeting with all the members who already pass the interview..
i was acting a vase during the meeting.. my brother is the onli one who talked in the meeting..
haha.. everyone was quiet n listen to wad he say..
n i, the second job for me.. CAMERAMAN.. i was helping him to take photo during the meeting..
n finally i reaslise.. i m nt a VASE.. haha..

after the meeting.. went to basketball court n played with erica for a while..
my shooting is bad n my shooting under the ring is nt as good as last time..
muz train more.. mayb becuz of nt playing for three months...
den went back to form six block n play badminton with my brother n lower sixes..
all of us are crazy during this moments..
is the first time i played with CLU AJK in this year..
nvr have this feeling b4..
haha..
good!!!!

after games.
all of us went NAI NAI(Pudu) to have our lunch..
13 ppl went thr.. i followed my brother car to go..
after finished den all of us went home..
n now i m really tired..
so gtg..
is it counted as a HAPPY post?? zz??
haha..
bb lol..
blog next time..(bt dunno when)

-emo king-
-yy-
-useless-
-yiong yiong-

i realise that i nvr put my real name b4 everytime i post a blog..
n lastly
-eng leong-

Sorry all my frens

i m hurted..
all my fren leave me..
jz because i love her..
i nvr leave u all behind..
juz that i dun want u all to ask me about that anymore..
i m stress..
even i myself dunno wad to do oso...
sorry if i hurted u all.. u all r my frens..
forever ever..
n never leave u all behind.. sorry...

Cheong hong. GOod Luck in ur competition..
and SORRY

Gaka.. sorRy.. mayb i really make u angry..
forgive me pls..

SORRY EVERYONE... pls forgive wad i have done...
i really stress n sad..
juz gv me some time.. THX

wad a sad day..

i m actually now waiting for someone to on..
bt that person din on... so bad..
i m sick.. i wanna chat with the person so that i cant currently forget about my health status..
i cant sleep now.. i know once i sleep.. i wont know whether the person is on9 or off9 later..

now i m really tired.. bt dun ask me to rest.. i dun want..
juz feel a bit suffer because of FLU...
hope is nt H1N1.. as i know, it is nt that easy to get H1N1 too..

finally.. i got the song that i want to use for that competition..
feel a bit excited.. feel free now.. cuz i dun need to worry about it anymore.,
bt i feel like damn free until bored now..
can find sumthing for me to do??
nothing to do..!!!!! OMG...
as u all know i sick... so i cant practise songs, i cant concentrate on study today.. n i dun want to sit in front of the TV n watch shows... i wanna chat with that person.. LOL.. pls..

haiz.. sad la.. mayb the person went tuition today so the person cant on9 today..
haiz.. emo-ing..
wad a sux day...
gtg
bb

-emo king-
-useless-
-yy-
-yiong yiong-

haha.. wao.. sri petaling day.

yesterday.. went out to sri petaling with my best best best VICLU 07/08 committee..
we planned to go many places.. to chit chat.. to talk about our happy moments and lastly to meet those who going to redang soon.
haha.... very happy for the whole day because i had release out all my stress?? mayb..
firstly, we all went to McD to have our lunch since all of us were hungry.. especially Kar Mun.. she is complaining about y we went down to the McD floor so late..
made her wait for us wait for us n she is really hungry.. I think!!
haha... we all were bullying Sam cuz he is the youngest among all of us..
we juz want him to buy food for us.. bt we failed.. cuz our Miss President: Lee Xin Li... knew it n scold us.. wakaka..
we FAILED..
n lastly.. i m the one who go n buy for them. so cham.. kena bully pulak..
bt at least.. all my frens- Sam, Alvin, Theen Meng and Khai Hsuen follow me to the counter thr too..
cuz one ppl cant carry so many set of MC Chicken lol...
summore khai hsuen want ice cream.. how i hold for him..
actually at first when i saw toong piew i feel a bit weird.. we like din know each other n feel so strange.. haiz.. a bit sad lol..
actualy i predict it ady one.. who wont feel that if u fall in love with a same gal.. i think u will hate him lol.. bt of cuz i wont.. cuz i know we r still HENG DAI..
he came to the counter n ask sumone to accmpany im to the toilet.. bt too bad. all of us dun want go.. he is asking alvin to go.. ofcuz.. as a zat ppl KING. i surely will zat him lol..
wad is said to piew is: u ask alvin o with u oso useless, SHE goin women toilet bt going men toilet.. then everyone laughing.. and as usual. alvin kick me n hit my body..
NOT PAIN AT ALL.. haha..
after we ad ur lunch.. we went out n check for the schedule of the Karaoke...
the karaoke name is called as 'E-Box'. nvr hear b4..
bt very cheap. i like the price.. n summore can sing for so long..
wait until 3.oo o clock. we went into the k room n sing k lol..
i sang many many songs that day.. bt too bad.. all emo n sad songs...
thx ah piew.. no one praise me like that b4.. i sing very well n full of mood.. (This is wad ah piew told me)
haha.. sing until my throat pain n the place is cold.. made everyone feel cold thr.. they took our shirt as thier JACKET.. so bad la u all..
after 3 hours, we went out from the k room..
n all the gals n alvin n also theen meng said they wanna go back.. OMG.. so early.
luckily, nicholas n wai xiang reached at that moment.. two more ppl come n play with us..
we went n play bowling thr.. at first we were actually plan to go and play bowling bt there was a competition, so we cant play..
luckily the second time we go the competition ended on time.. so we can..
after 10 times of throwing the bowling out to the lane.. the results came out..
i m the last with the points- 100.. ngam ngam..
so cham.. cuz i missed my last ball.. thats y i lost.. AH!!!
as long as we ad fun thr.. after that we went STATION KOPITIAM to have our dinner.
everyone was looking for some cheap food to eat cuz we spend all our money b4 that.. WE ARE POOR..
we crapped a lot in the station kopitiam..about SEX.. wakaka.. no la.. is juz about BIOLOGY... we r juz joking by using that topic..
i talked freaking loud n made others look at us.. i DUN CARE.. i m a SCIENCE student.. is normal for me..
haha.. den we went toong piew house to chat..
we talked about our own secret in his grandma room..
everyone dun dare to say it out.. WE ARE FREN.. we muz share it lol..
toong piew is the first one who share his love story with us..
he really geng.. 3 hours os cant finish his love story.. we all saturated u lol.. wakaka..
n then khai hsuen is the second one.. he feel very sad lo... n we all r trying to comfort him...
i m third one.. walao. i almost cry.. luckily i din..
we chat from 7 pm til 5 am.. geng le....
then onli we sleep... we wake up at 10 o clock n chat again.. until 12.00 onli we go a mamak restaurant to have our BREAKFAST.. wakaka..we chat agin thr until 2o clock then we went home.. AH piew... u lied to us.. sri petaling station is futher than bukit jalil station...
bt it is safer.... dun forget our next dating oo.. go out n play badminton together.. haha...
Really thx a lot to all my frens..
u all comfort me n try to help me to reduce my stress in that kind of thing..
we really had a lot of fun that day..
miss u all so much...
ok..
gtg.
bb..

-emo ing-
-useless-
-yy-
-yiong yiong-

happy post?? yea.. i m happy when i m thinking of this..

I feel happy.. wakaka
Like a kangaroo jumping around the jungle
Oooo.. cuz she ask me to post sumthing happy be4 she go to Singapore..
v made many many promises today.
erm, promised her.. i will fulfill wad i have told her today..
Zzzzz. a bit bored actually..
u r the onli one i love
no one can replace u.
Zzz.. hope that u wont sscold me after u read this..
Emo king is happy when he think of this.
no matter wad happen.. he will always be with u..

i feel happy when i think of this..
really..

STUPID!!!!

i m stupid again..
i really regret for wad i had done
for wad i had told her..
i thought that frenz should frank to each other, especially to the one u love..
bt actually is nt.. i was wrong..
totally wrong... is this call stupid mind???
wad the hell.. the theory that i always believe was wrong..

she is down, sad n moody now..
but i cant do anything for her..
all my frens are now feel very annoyed..
i feel like alienated by them..
i feel lonely..
i m the Mr. lonely...

i hate wad i had done..
i hate the decision that i made..
i hate myself.. i hate to be a human..
i hate myself to have feeling..

i cant stop myself to care about u..
u shuld understand.. eventhough i know my chance is low.. freaking low.. or mayb NO Chance at all..
bt, i still love u..
wad i can do now is protect u n try to make u hyper all the time..
bt seems like u dun blive me..
seems like u r avoiding from me..
i feel sad..
really hurt..
i m HURTED.. u know.. T_T

hate myself to fall in love with u..
make u sad.
make u moody all the time.
make u annoyed.
make u suffer.
make u stress.

is not my fault??
NONO.. is all MY fault..

suprise? happy? sad? emo!!!!

suprised!!! ya.. today really suprised..
today actually we were planned to go out n play(khai hsuen, pei wern n i),
reached lrt at 12.30pm n waiting for khai hsuen.
n then we walked to ts together cuz hsuen told me pei wern was already thr..
we went up to the third floor since pei wern was thr n waiting for us..
i called her n she told me she was juz opposite S&J.
i saw she was with someone.. bt i cant recognize that gal face cuz i din wear spectacles.
walked to her n finally i saw the gal face..
thats ZUN ZEN.... scare me.. i thought she said she goin Singapore today??
how come she was here?? i was shocked n dunno wad to say..
den onli i know, actually hsuen n wern knew that yesterday..
they planned to lie to me.. n gv me a BIG BIG SUPRISE..
bt then..
i m nt very happy..
not because i dun want to meet ZZ..
although it is really good for me bt since i always think negatively..
n u all dunno wad i m thinking..
so, i feel sad.... emo.. for the whole day..
i din talk much today.. went to pavilion to watch movie..
we nvr plan anything so all of us are blur.. n dunno wad movie to watch..
n finally, we had made a decision..
we watch 17 AGAIN...
bt very hard to watch cuz we sat at the first row.. my eyes are freaking pain while watching that movie..
then wern go home lol..
follow by ZZ.. she went home by her mum's car..
then hsuen n i went TS n planned to play pool thr..
bt too bad, it was full...
den we walked for a while n have a break at oldtown..
we chat a lot.. talked about our secret???
haha.. until 8 pm...
no mood to blog.. simply draft something onli..
as long as readers understand den can ady..
if u all dun understand i cant do anything oso.. my english is bad..


i know. mayb u treat me as a fren
bt i will nvr give up if u din hurt me badly..
i rather u hurt me than now i feel so suffer..
i cant stand this anymore..
teach me.. wad can i do..

thinking of something

now, thinking of something.. thinking of this song too..
is like really talking about her n me... so embarrasing...
i like the title.. is match with me..
i hate myself..

我不配

这感觉　已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略　你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美
我不配

mayb i had made a wrong decision...
wad i can do is juz forget about this..
n maintain the friendship.. i think..
it really affected our friendship.
y this happened on me..
is all my fault...
i cant blame anyone....
sorry.... i hurted myself...
n i made u annoyed..
i hate myself...

wad a sad n boring day!!!

woke up at 6 today.. helped my mum to do work ma.. wad to do. she asked me to do.. cant say NO..
reached home at 2 something.. tiring!~~
think of something that make me emo for few days.....
bt luckily, the things had settled by myself..

FRIENDS shuldnt lie to each other. muz tell everything frankly..

this is wad i get from this case...

reached home den straight away on9..
found out that ZZ is on9 too.. haha.. luckily... if nt i dunno i on for wad.. cuz no one i can chat with besides her, pei wern n CH.. hehe..
bt then still feel bored..
cuz after that thing happened. i feel a bit scare to chat with her... wakaka..

friendship is it very hard to maintain...???
my answer: NO!!!! i will maintain it as well...

boring le.. now ZZ having lunch.. chatting with pei wern..
she feel so sad onli de!!! wakaka.. dun feel sad lol..

ok lol.. thats all... will blog SOON or mayb next month??? wakaka..
gtg
bb

-emo king-
-useless-
-yy-

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